Good Girl With a Secret Life

Part 29

Aria POV:

Ryder opened the door and pulled me in and started kissing me. We made our way into the couch never separating the kiss. After a heated make out session Ryder pulled away and looked right into my eyes.

"Baby, what happened today? Are you okay? You know you can talk to me about anything. I want to be your rock, the person you can lean on, the person who will always be there for you."

This made some of my walls cave down.  How is this man who looks like a total bad ass yet he is so sweet, considerate and supportive. He's nothing like my ex, why did I ever give Tommy a chance? Now I have this man who is there for me, supporting me and I'm unwilling to give him any type of reassurance. I'm being selfish right now. I'm happy with Ryder. Why am I holding back?

Ryder looks into my eyes waiting for an answer or really any words to come out of my mouth "Ryder, I think I'm falling for you, falling hard for you." His face lights up, his smile is amazing. I can see the happiness in his eyes. "Baby girl, I've been waiting for you to say that to me. I was and am still willing to wait until you're ready to be with me. I care about you so much, you are so special to me. I can't imagine my life without you in it."

I couldn't hold back my smile "Ryder I want to be with you." I can see him rubbing his head and I look at him confused. "Aria, you just made me so happy. Does this mean I get to call you my girlfriend? I don't care how sad this makes me sound, but please say yes. Please say you are my girl?" I could see the pleading and unsure look in his eyes.

I give him a smile and say "yes Ryder, I want to be your girl. Only yours." Before I knew it his lips were on mine, fiercely and possessively. His hands were all over my body like he was memorizing every curve of me. He sat up and pulled me onto his body so I was straddling his lap. I started grinding on him and can feel his arousal. He's so big, damn.

He started kissing my neck and his kisses were lingering all over until he reached my shoulder.  Then he grabbed my shirt and lifted it over my head and he started kissing over my laced bra on my hardened nipples.  I couldn't stop the moan that came out of my mouth.  I grabbed his shirt and lifted it over his head.  His body was perfect, like a Greek god.  Tattooed up with a 6 no that's an 8 pack.  He is so gorgeous.   I started kissing his neck and slowly moved down kissing his chest while I rubbed my hands all over his well sculpted body. 

Ryder started letting out a moans "Baby, if you don't stop now I won't be able to control myself from stopping."  I started smiling while I was still kissing his body.  The I stopped and kissed his luscious lips and pulled back.  "Ryder I don't want you to stop."  His eyes were dark full of lust and uncertainty. "Aria, I don't want you to do anything you aren't ready for.  I can be patient and I can wait until you are ready."  That just made my heart beat faster. 

I looked into Ryder's eyes, he was so sincere, caring and loving.  Nothing like when I was dating Tommy and he tried pushing me into having sex with him.  Ryder wasn't forcing anything, he really cared about me and wouldn't force anything or make me feel guilty.  This is the moment I realized I want him as much as he wants me.  I'm ready for the next step.  He is the perfect man, the man I want to be with for the first time in my life.

I got up off his lap and grabbed his hand pulling him up, he looked at me confused.  "Can we take this into your bedroom?"  He looked at me skeptically "Aria?  Are you sure?"  I leaned up and kissed him with all the passion I had inside of me.  "I've never been so sure of anything."  With that he scooped me up bridal style and almost ran into his bedroom which made me laugh so hard.  He tossed me onto his bed and I couldn't stop giggling.

"Baby, I'm gonna take care of you right.  I promise."  This just brought a smile to my face.  I trusted Ryder and I know this is the right choice for me.  He slowly took off my bra and pants as well as my under wear.  He started kissing me and his hands roamed all over my body.  He moved the kiss to my neck and then to my breasts taking my nipple into his mouth sucking until I started arching my back and moaning in pleasure.  I could feel his smile at my reaction.