Winter Heat | chanbaek

Chapter Fifty-Two

Baekhyun and Chanyeol laid in bed together, and although they always lay in the same bed, it felt different this time —- maybe because it was their first night actually living together. Baekhyun sighed as he sunk deeper into Chanyeol's embrace, and closed his eyes tightly against the nagging inside his head. He wanted to talk to Chanyeol about Sehun, but at the same time he didn't want to ruin their first night.

Baekhyun sighed as he sat up before turning to look at Chanyeol, who moments ago had been stroking Baekhyun's hair before he moved. Chanyeol's brow furrowed when he noticed Baekhyun's conflicted expression, and he slowly sat up beside him as he gently caressed Baekhyun's cheek with his thumb.

"What is it, love?" Chanyeol softly asked as he continued to stroke Baekhyun's cheek.

Baekhyun sighed and grabbed Chanyeol's wrist, pulling his hand away as he muttered, "Sehun talked to me today . . ." Baekhyun trailed off before saying, "He wants me to meet his parents, but I told him no because I was thinking about myself. We haven't been including him or treating him equally as we promised we would, instead we continue to leave him behind. We're getting so wrapped up in each other, Chanyeol, that we keep forgetting about everything and everyone. And I feel horrible and guilty so I just . . ." Baekhyun trailed off.

"You what?" Chanyeol softly asked.

Baekhyun sighed and shrugged. "I don't know," he muttered. "I just know I feel horrible, but at the same time, I —- I still want it to be us . . ." Baekhyun whispered as he slowly scooted forward, one of his hands running over Chanyeol's bare chest as he leaned in closer. "Am I being selfish?"

Chanyeol sighed and delicately stroked Baekhyun's cheek as he softly replied, "We're in love; we're happy. I think we get to be selfish." Chanyeol whispered as he fingers slide into Baekhyun's hair before gently pulling him into a kiss.

Baekhyun kissed Chanyeol back as he decided to be selfish; he loved Chanyeol more than anything, and he just couldn't bring himself to apologize for that. He didn't care that it was selfish, because not many people find the one they want to spend the rest of their lives with, and Baekhyun had gotten lucky enough to have found the one and he wasn't going to apologize for that.

They kissed each other gently, slowly, as if it was their first kiss and they wanted to remember very touch and taste and sensation. They were gentle in their touches as they slowly removed each others clothing, hands gliding over smooth skin that gave away to both softness and hardness.

Chanyeol let his eyes and hands roam across Baekhyun's body, loving the new softness and roundness of his hips and chest, and the precious bump of his stomach. He was beautiful, and when Chanyeol touched Baekhyun so delicately with love in his every caress, Baekhyun knew just how beautiful he was to Chanyeol.

Baekhyun was constantly worried about growing bigger and focused on what people would think, but Chanyeol's touch wiped it all away. He felt beautiful in Chanyeol's eyes and wouldn't let the opinions of other people make him feel anything else because only one opinion mattered to Baekhyun, and that person would love him regardless.

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