Will I ever be happy 5sos,magcon,Omaha,youtubers fanfic

other people do they like me

abby jordi said opening the curtain of my bunk

go away im on tumblr i said pulling the curtain back

abby please talk to us leo is just tired jordi said

i dont care he didnt care so why should i care i said pulling the duvet over my head

abby come on the rest of us love you ok now come play fifa with me and ryan jordi said

no i dont want to look at him i said nearly crying

abby come on just give me hug he said

fine i said coming out of my bunk and sobbing into his chest

hey babe it's ok he said hugging me tightly

why does he hate me i said

he does not hate you ok just talk to him tommorow ok he said

fine but i am going to kick ryans ass at fifa i sid walking out the door and ryan was playing fifa with harvey and harvey was losing.

oh wow harvey give me the controller i said and he did

robertson prepared to have your ass kicked i said

oh it's on horan he said continuing the game

(after the game)

ha suck my ass robertson i said

how the fuck did you win he said clearly getting annoyed

yes abby charlie said giving me a high five

come on abby give us a high five jordi said

and us the others apart from leondre said so i gave them all a high five

ok its eleve im going to go in the back and chill and then probably accidentally fall asleep i said walking towards the back.

ok they all said.

i plugged in my headphones into my laptop and listened to jack and jack and shawn and then it hit me how much i will miss them so i called sophie and clover

*ring*

it went straight to answer message then i remembered they had their date today then i thought they cant be out still then i thought about what they could be doing and i think i just grossed myself out .

i texted ryan saying I NEED A CUDDLE

2 minutes later ryan walked in saying cuddle

i just held my arms out but instead he hugged me and tackled me to the sofa then we just laughed

you ok he said after he stopped laughing

not really i said trying to keep calm

whys that babe he said hugging me tightly

i miss jack and jack matt and taylor and the girls and niall and michael and ashton i said hugging him back

well you have me jordi andy ollie joey harvey and charlie he said

get jordi i said smiling and he got up and got him

abby you ok he said walking in and giving me a hug

not really i said

whys thats he said hugging me tighter like ryan did

i miss jack and jack matt and taylor and the girls and niall and michael and ashton i said hugging him back