Nothings Fine, Im Torn. . .

Promise Me. . .

Chapter 18. . .

Harry's POV

The nurse comes out.. I stand up quickly..

"Is she okay? Whats going to happen to her? Will she live? TELL ME!" i scream.

"Shes .." She says, i cut her off...

"SHES WHAT??!" i scream, worriedly..

"Shes going to be just fine.." she says, i sigh in relief..

"but she still needs to recover from loosing so much blood.. She'll be released somewhere in the next hour.. When she is released, she needs someone to care for her 24/7.. Who will be the person caring for her?" she asks..

"Errmmm.. Me.." i say, unsure..

What if she hates me when i see her? What if she doesnt want to talk to me anymore? She didnt let me explain.. She doesnt know the story..

"Sir?" the nurse waves her hand in my face.

"Huh?.. What?" i ask, confused..

"You Have to fill out these papers.. Once you give them in, you can take Kayla and go home." she says, handing me papers and a pen.. I nod.

"Okay.. Thanks.." i say and walk over to the chair i was sitting in..

And start filling out the papers..

Once im done, i give them in.. I walk to Kaylas room.. I close my eyes, knowing shes not going to believe me.. I sigh, then open the door.

"Harry?" Kayla asks..

"Hi..are you okay?" I ask, concerned..

"Umm.. Yea.. But Harry, I really don't think-" she says, I cut her off..

"Please Kayla.. You never let me explain.. Please.. I love you Kayla.. Your the only one for me.. Did it hurt you that bad, that you had to cut yourself?" I say, trying to hold in the hurt and the tears..

"Harry.. I'm so sorry.. I love you.. I really do.. And just seeing you doing that.." she stops. Tears stream down her face..

"Don't say sorry.. It's not your fault.. I'm so sorry.. But please let me explain.." I say.. Tears almost escaping my eyes.. She nods..

"I ran upstairs to get dressed.. Someone said 'Hey Harry.. Missed Me?' .. I didn't turn around because I thought it was you.. After i was dressed, I turned around and Hannah was There... I told her to get out of there and leave me alone but she just kissed me. I tried to push her off, but she wouldn't budge.. I didn't want to hurt her and I tried to push her off harder.. She started kissing my neck.. I'm so sorry Kayla.. Please.." I explained, looking down..

I look up at her. She was smiling.. I looked at her confused..

"Why are you smiling? Don't you hate me?" I ask, looking down, still holding back the tears.. Though one managed to escape my eyes.

"Why are you crying? I don't hate you Harry. I love you.. You where the first boyfriend I ever actually loved. Your the one for me Hazz.. When I saw you.. I broke.. I thought about the people I love.. And how they always hurt me.. Then I thought.. 'i love myself..' , not to sound arrogant, but I do love myself.. And since people I love hurt me, shouldn't I hurt myself? I had enough.. With everything.. Everything, except you Harry.. I love you.. Even if I did get hurt.. I still love you.. And now that I know what happened.. I trust you Harry.. Please.. Dont break my heart.. Ever.." she said.

I smile.. She kisses my lips.. She smiles through the kiss.. So do I..

"I thought you weren't going to make it.. I thought I was never going to be able to feel the sparks and butterflies in my stomach when you kissed me.. I was a reck. I can't live without you, Kayla.. Since i first laid my eyes on you.. I knew it was you.." I say, looking into her eyes, they light up, from her hearing the words I just said.. I really do love her..

"Well, I already filled out the papers.. And I'll be taking care of you for the next few days.. We can go home now!" I say

"Yay.. I need to get out of here!" she exclaims.

We walk out of the hospital, holding hands.. Mine intertwining with hers.. We're perfect. I smile at my thoughts.. "Why are you smiling?" She says, tilting her head in confusion..

"Just thinking About Life.. With you." I say, winking.

She smiles.. We get in the car..

My face falls..

"Whats wrong?" she asks

"Louis! What if he doesn't trust me enough to have you and care for you??" I ask, worriedly.

"It's fine! Louis doesn't care who I date, as long as I'm happy.. And I'm happy now... Well, he cares, but ugh. You know what I mean!" she says..

Yea.. I know.. Louis just wants her to be happy.. If she's happy.. He's happy..

Ugh.. I hope he trusts me again.. I stop the car, pulling into the drive way..

"Kayla?" I ask, before she gets out..

"Yea Hazz?"

"Please.. Please promise me you'll never hurt yourself again.." I say, looking her in her eyes..

She stays silent.. In deep thought.. I can tell by her face.. She stares you in the eyes, her eyebrows furrow, and she just dozes off.. Acting like she's paying attention, but in these situations, shes trying to keep away from the subject as far as possible...

"Kayla?" I say

"Huh?"

"Promise me.. " I say, she narrows her eyes. I cup her face In my hands, forcing her to look in my eyes.. She hesitates.. "Okay." she says

"No.. Promise me." I say, softly, showing concern..

"I-I Promise." she says..

I smile. I lean in and search for her lips. Our lips meet.

Kayla's POV

He leans in.. I close my eyes, I search for his lips, leaning in too.. Our lips meet. We deepen the kiss.. He cups his hands over my cheeks, still kissing me.. I put my hands on his neck.. His hands drop down to my waist.. I push our bodies closer together.. He moans softly in my mouth.. I smirk into the kiss. I slip my tongue over his bottom lip. He quickly gives access and we both get lost in the kiss.. It was really late and we are still in the car... I was a little tired, but who cares..

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Ehh.. Not really good:( I'm grounded, so I didnt have anytime to write:/ Well, Hope you like it!! VOTE, COMMENT, LIKE, SHARE, AND BECOME A FAN !! :) Thanks:) I'll post Chapter 19 when I reach 2,000 :D you can do it!!! Xx