Nothings Fine, Im Torn. . .

The Close Family Member. . .

Chapter 17. . .

Harry's POV

Why? Why did this all happen to her? Why couldnt she let me explain? If she let me explain, none of this wouldnt happen!!! What if she doesnt make it? I wouldnt be able to make it... If she doesnt make it, will Louis hate me forever? Will he never talk to me again? Oh my god.. Im so worried.."Please Kayla.. Please.. Stay with us.." i whisper to myself.. Nobodies here.. So nobody can hear me.. I really do love her... I wish none of this had happened.. Its all Hannahs fault.. I know 'Hate' is a strong word... But i really do hate that girl.. I could care less what happens to her anymore... I love Kayla so much. Too much to let go.. If she does make it... I have to be with her... But will Louis let me be with her? Will he trust me? He has too! I didnt do anything wrong! Kayla didnt let me explain.. Im getting let go in a few minutes.. The nurse just went to run the last tests.. Once i get released.. Im going to Kaylas room.. And im not going to leave her.. Not until she is released.. I love her.. She cant leave us.... She cant leave me....

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I just got released and I'm headed over to Kayla's room..

I walk in... There she is.. She looks so innocent and Fragile, like she can break anytime... She looks so Pale and her bright pink lips, that i got to kiss anytime i wanted, are now a purplish-bluish. This is all my fault.. "Kayla.. I know you probably cant hear me... But i didnt do anything.. Nothing happened in that room. Im so sorry that this all happened to you.. Did i hurt you that bad that you had to cut yourself?" i say softly, looking at her beautiful face.. "Its not just because of that.." i hear someone say, behind me.. I turn around.. Its the nurse..

"She was beaten.. A lot.. She was put through depression and she was hurting bad.. She had enough.. She tried to kill herself..." she says , looking at the piece of paper in her hand.. Tears begin to burn my eyes.. I try to hold them back.. But its impossible.. I let them fall out. Them hitting her hands im holding.. She just sits there.. Not moving, Not trying to comfort me, Nothing. I cry more..

"So whats going to happen with her?" i ask, concerned, still crying..

"We are about to find out.. So your going to have to leave.. We need to run some tests.." she asks, kindly.

"Im sorry.. But im not leaving.." i say.

"Sir, your going to have to leave.. Now.." she says, a little more annoyed this time.

"No." i say.

Then i feel two strong arms around me.. Pulling me towards the door.. I struggle. I punch and kick everywhere possible i can reach.. I turn my head.. "LIAM LET ME GO!" i scream

"No, Calm down Harry! Shes going to be fine! Shes a strong person!" he lets me go.. He stands me up.. My knees go weak..

"My body fails im on my knees, Praying.." i sing, Still crying..

"Please! Let me go in Liam. Please! I love her!" i Scream.

"Just please! Let the nurse do the tests.. Shes almost done.. We all want her to Live. Shes a strong girl. Believe in her. You'll be able to see her in less than ten minutes Harry. Just calm down for a second!" He says. Im looking up at him, im still on my knees, tears falling out of my eyes, uncontrollably. I Nod.. I try to stop crying.. He lifts me up and puts me in the chair..

"Shes going to be fine Harry.." he says, trying i comfort me..

"Its all of my fault.. If she doesnt make it.. Im not going to make it.. And im pretty sure Louis wont either.." i say, still trying to hold the tears back..

"She'll be fine.. Shes strong.. And dont say that Harry.. You heard the Nurse.. Its because of Steve. All her built up emotions just flew out at that time.. And she had enough and did that to herself. Its not your fault.." He says, rubbing my back. I Nod. Liams always there for me.. But i really want to kill him at the moment for carrying me out of the room. But the nurse had to do the tests.. He had no choice.. Liam's the strongest in the group.. If he wasnt there to carry me out.. Id still be in there, arguing with the Nurse.. I put my head in my hands.. "Please Kayla.." i say, closing my eyes..

I breath in and out.. Trying to calm myself... I wait there patiently..

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The nurse comes out.. I stand up quickly..

"Is she okay? Whats going to happen to her? Will she live? TELL ME!" i scream.

"Shes ..

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Ehh.. Not that good chapter.. But Whatever:/ it'll get better.. I promise:) Hope you like it !! When i reach 1250 ill Do CHAPTER 18 :) ! Tell me what you think !! COMMENT, VOTE, SHARE, LIKE, and BECOME A FAN !! Xx