Nothings Fine, Im Torn. . .

Getting Back From The Hospital. . .

Chapter 19. . .

Kaylas POV

We both got out of the car.. We walk in the house, my hand intertwining with Harrys.

When we walk in,

I look at Louis. He looks happy, but still a bit angry. I look over to Liam. He is getting up and walking over to me, relieved i actually made it. He gives me a hug. I let go of Harry and hug Liam back.

"Your a very strong girl, Kayla." he whispers in my ear, using his daddy directioner voice. I smile. I feel tears stinging in my eyes. We're still hugging. I lay my head in his chest. I let the tears stroll down my cheeks. Not tears of sadness or sorrow.. But tears of joy.. Because my life is so perfect right now. No worries. No mistakes. No steve. Everything is perfect. "Thanks Li." i say. We break from the hug.

I look at Niall. He doesnt notice im looking at him. He has peanut butter and jelly all over his face. I chuckle. He looks up. He drops his sandwhich and runs over to me. "KAYLA!" he screams

"NIALL!" i scream like he did..

"Your okay! Im so happy you made it." he hugs me tightly.

I feel something wet dropping on my shoulder. I look at Niall.

"Nialler, why are you crying?" i ask, confused

"Because i missed you." he says, sniffling. I give him a kiss ... On the cheek of course.. He smiles.

I hug him once more. We pull away. Then i look around the room.

"Wheres Zayn?" i ask the boys.

"In your room." they say

"What the hell is he in MY room?" i ask, confused.. Making my way to my room. I get to my door. I open it and turn the light on. There everyone is, mum, dad, all my sisters, and all the boys girlfriends... And of course, zayn. I smile. I turn around to the boys standing behind me.

"WHAT IS THIS??!" i yell, happily.

"A WELCOME HOME GET TOGETHER!" they scream.

I laugh. "Thanks guys." i smile and give them all a hug.

Once everyone is downstairs, they all say hi and give me big long hugs, telling me theyre glad i made it. Then we had a big family dinner. Yes, a big FAMILY dinner. All these people here are now my family. Im such a lucky person to have these amazing people here to support me. I really am thankful for being here. Im happy i made it.. And im pretty sure, im never hurting myself again. Ever. Just like i promised Harry. I doubted myself at first, but right now, looking at all these innocent people, who doesnt deserve all this crying right now and before when i was in the hospital, i just cant risk my life like that again. No matter how much i dont believe it, i mean something important to them. Especially Harry. And Louis. I heard Harry was balling the whole time, fighting back anyone who tried to kick him out of the room, until he was pulled out.. By Liam. And Louis too.. He was going to stay with me in that room.. It took a security guard AND Liam to get him out of there.

I have tears in my eyes thinking about it. I run to Harry and fall into his chest. I hug him the tightest i can.

"Ouch! Kayla, whats wrong??? why are you crying???!" he said, looking VERY concernced.

"I Love You Harry. Thank You For Everything." i whispered.

"I Love You Too, Kayla." He whispered back. I was so comfortable in his arms, i didnt want to let go. After a while, i finally let go. I gave him a kiss on the lips. We pulled away and smiled at eachother. Then i walked away. I walked towards Louis. He was playing with Daisy and Phoebe. I havent seen them for AGES!

"KAYLA!" Daisy and Phoebe both yelled.

"Hey guys!!!" i said.

I looked at Louis. He was looking up at me. I Know it was hard for him to go through all of this. He already lost me once. It couldnt happen again. I knew that now, but not then. I pulled Louis up and asked if he can be excused from Daisy and Phoebes play date. They chuckled.

"Yes. But be back soon, Mr.CarrotBoy" they said

"Mr. CarrotKING that is, young lady." Louis corrected, quite serious.. But we all knew he was joking. We all chuckle and pulled away.

"Thank you so much for everything, Lou. I know it was hard for you that whole time. Im so sorry. It wont ever happen again. I promise. And please dont be mad at Harry. I heard the real story. He didnt do anything. Just please dont be mad at him for that whole incident." i said.

"Its okay Kayla.. Im not mad at you. I know It was really hard for me.. I couldnt lose you again. Please dont ever leave me. If you have a problem, come to Me or Liam. Promise me you'll come to one of us if you have a problem, ever, i dont care if its a little problem, or a bad one.. Come and tell us. Okay?" he said, using a serious voice.

"I Promise." i said, smiling.

He smiled for a second. Then his smile faded.

"Whats wrong, Lou?" i asked, pretty worried. His face turned to anger. Then back to a sweet smile.

"Nothing.. We'll talk later, with the boys." he said, i gave him a confused expression. He kissed my forehead, then walked away... What did we have to talk about that was so important?

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