Nothings Fine, Im Torn. . .

Finding El. . .

Kaylas POV

"Kayla, baby? Are you okay?" I hear someone fade in and out.

I think its Harry, but it sound like Liam.. Or Niall.. Probably Zayn or Louis.. Ugh. I just want to find El..

"Louis.. She's not answering me" i hear Harry sob. I know it's Harry for sure this time because i hear him more clear.

I open my eyes slowly.

"Look Hazz, she's fine." Louis says, holding Harry in a little ball. I open my eyes fully and blink a few times, to clear my slightly blurred vision. Once its clear, Harry jumps out of Louis' hands and hugs me tightly.

"What happened? Are you okay?" He asks. I dont answer.

"Baby, answer me." He says.

"I dont know what happened. I was just thinking about us not finding El.. Steve has her" i whisper the last part about Steve. Everyone looks at me wide eyed, except Danielle.

"Who's Steve?" She asks in confusion.

I shake my head quickly, so i dont think of the past i had with Steve and the danger i was in, and still am in..

Louis explains.

"Steve is the guy who kidnapped, beat, hurt, and scarred MY baby sister." He says, full of anger. I dont like when Louis is mad or sad.. It makes everyone around him upset. Tears form my eyes. I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to hold them back. Harry holds me tightly.

"Louis.. Please" i whimper.

Everyone tries to hold Louis down from trying to hit something. Tears start streaming down my face.

"Louis.. Youre scarring her.." Harry says.

"IM scaring HER??!" He screams. I open my eyes and watch him as he continues.

"ALL THE DANGER SHE'S IN, AND IM SCARING HER??!" He continues. I look at him with fear. He looks so angry.. So angry at me..

"Louis-" i start, but get cut off.

"NO. IM SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING. IM SO TIRED OF CARING FOR YOU. ALL THE THINGS I TRY TO DO, ONLY TO ADD MORE DANGER INTO IT!" He screams at me. I look at him in disbelief. I try to get up, but Harry holds me down. Tears streaming down my face.

"LET ME GO" i scream, pushing him off me.. I get out of his grasp and run. I run out of the kitchen, out of the front door.

"KAYLA WAIT! HE DIDNT MEAN IT!" They all scream for me.

I keep running and i dont stop. I run until my legs get tired. I look around. I know where i am.. But i never wanted to see this place again.

Im about 5 minutes away from.. My old house.. I close my eyes. I decide to just walk back to my OLD house and see if Eleanor is there.. There a high chance she is, but.. What if i go, then i never go back?....

Who cares? Louis even told me himself.. They're tired of me..

I start walking faster. Tears still streaming down my face, nose stuffed, and eyes swollen. I stop.

I turn my head. There it is. Tears fall out of my eyes faster.

"Here goes nothing." I whisper to myself.

I walk slowly to see if Steves car is here. Nope. I quickly run to the door and twist it. Its unlocked.

"Retard." I whisper to myself. I quickly walk in. I take in my surroundings. I hear screaming.

I follow the screams. It's coming from my old room. I know that voice from somewhere..

"E-Eleanor?" I ask.

"KAYLA!! HELP ME! no.. GET OUT! GET OUT!" She screams.

"No! I have to get you out!" I say.

I twist the knob. Locked.. Obviously. I quickly look around. I see a key on the kitchen table close to me. I quickly snatch it and put it in the key hole. I turn it quickly and it unlocks. I turn the knob and Eleanor runs up to me hugging me.

"Kayla!" She says. I embrace her.

"C'mon! We have to go. NOW. He should be home any minute." She says. I quickly nod. Then i hear a car beep.

"He's here." Se says, fear flashing in her eyes. I quickly shut the door, locking it, taking the key with me.

"Lets go out the back. now! C'mon!" I say, dragging her by her wrists. I hear the front door open. I run faster. We reach the back door and i wait for Steve to walk to his room.

"Go Kayla!" Eleanor says, tears coming from her eyes. I push the door open and we run out as fast as we can..