Nothings Fine, Im Torn. . .

He's Here. . .

Chapter 20. . .

Louis POV

"Thank you so much for everything, Lou. I know it was hard for you that whole time. Im so sorry. It wont ever happen again. I promise. And please dont be mad at Harry. I heard the real story. He didnt do anything. Just please dont be mad at him for that whole incident." she said.

"Its okay Kayla.. Im not mad at you. I know It was really hard for me.. I couldnt lose you again. Please dont ever leave me. If you have a problem, come to Me or Liam. Promise me you'll come to one of us if you have a problem, ever, i dont care if its a little problem, or a bad one.. Come and tell us. Okay?" i said, using a serious voice.

"I Promise." she said, smiling.

I smiled for a second.. Until one person came to my mind.. Steve... my smile faded.. What should i tell her? When? How? So many things shot towards my mind.. Until her voice brought my mind back to reality again..

"Whats wrong, Lou?" she asked, pretty worried.. She wouldnt be so worried if STEVE made her that way.. My face turns to anger. I notice she looks even more worried now.. I go back to a fake sweet smile.

"Nothing.. We'll talk later, with the boys." i choked out, trying not to sound mad, nor angry.. She gave me a confused expression. I kissed her forehead, then walked away..

What does he want from her so badly??! Why cant he just leave us all alone??! Why didnt he get arrested before everything happened? She doesnt deserve this.. I sit on the couch.

I close my eyes and pretend this all never happened.. I wish i never lost her in the first place. I wish we were all still at the park.. I wish phoebe and daisy were never taken from the adoption center. I open my eyes.. Nope. It all happened. I feel stinging in my eyes. My vision gets blurry. Someone sits next to me. They embrace me in a hug. I just sit there. My vision still blurry. I cant cry infront of everyone now.. Ill look weak.. But should i be weak? Should i cry ad show my emotions? No.. They hate it when i cry.. Ill make everyone else in the room upset.. I hate that affect i have on people... I shot back to reality. My tears still prickling in my eyes, the tears about to fall down my cheeks.

I get up quickly and walk down the hall, towards my room. I walk in quickly. While walking in i saw from the corner of my eye, someone was following me to my room.. I couldnt make out who it was, my vision still a bit blurry. I walk in and close the door quickly.

A few seconds later the same person knocks on the door.

"Ill be out in a minute." i say, shakily.

"Lou, open the door." The person mumbles.

I open the door to see my Hazza.

He walks in and shuts the door behind him. I look up at him. More tears forming in my eyes, blocking my whole sight of vision. He opens his arms. I blink and all the tears stream down my face quickly. I fall into his arms. He embraces me in a tight hug. I let the tears fall freely out of my eyes.

"Why did this all have to happen?" i ask, my voice crackling.

"I dont know, Lou. I dont know.." he says.

"Why did the same people go after MY family???!" i ask, getting mad.

"I dont know.. Calm down, BooBear." he says

"Im sorry..."

"Its fine.. I know its a hard time for you."

"I just.. Cant loose her again.. I just cant." i say, looking into his teary eyes..

"I know.." he says, with a crackling voice.

Kaylas POV

Everyone just went home. It was a nice little get together. We all talked and there was alot of crying.. I dont know why.. Im not dead.. But anyways, Ever since