Beauty From Above (Emison)

Chapter 4:It Hurts

Alison

"Ow,that hurts. O-ow!"

"Hold on. Just a few more. You can do this Alison."

"Yeah,but it hurts too much."

"Come on,just some more of medicine to clear the bacterial infections and...done."

"Gah..I think you made it more bleeding."

"No,i made it perfectly. Your scar was big that's why it took a bit time. How are you feeling? Did the medicine help anything?"

"A little better but...it still hurts.."

It really hurts. After drowning my hand in the sink full of ice cubes that are so cold,now it's for the hot little painful ointment or something.

"I don't know what you put on my knuckles,but it better work. I still need my knuckles to punch people."

That made her laugh and i just smile. We're in her bedroom,and her decorations are actually simple and casual. There are also pretty wallpapers on the walls. I like her room. But I'm jsut worried that principal Hackett might call mom and Emily's mom about this. Pretending to be so awfully sick just by giving dumb reasons. But i don't even care if mom's mad about it. I don't really care. All I care now is that I'm here with her. After she finished laughing,she took my hand and take a look closer to see if there's anything left to do,i just love her touching me.

I wish she could be mine.

Wait,why did I just thought of that? She's not even...that. I'm not even 'that' too. Besides,she has her own life. We're just friends. But i always feel the need of being close to her. I don't know why I suddenly feel like this. Why do I even feel This?

"What are you doing?"

"Just blowing it to make sure it's cold. And...comfortable,i guess."

"You're pretty warm,i just need that."

I smile and she nods to me smiling. Her smiles are actually the most important things to me. She is actually what I need.

"You're gonna be fine. That precious knuckles of yours is strong and hard like a stone."

I huffed and nod while smiling,i can't stop doing it to her. And i still can't stop my feelings to her. I started to like her more and more whenever she's protective around me. Even though we just met,i feel that she's a true friend for me and i want to keep her forever. She lays her body on her stomach,and puts her palms on her face bone. She smiles to me like a child and i just smile exposing my teeth and giggle at her cute behaving.

"So?"

"What?"

"Have you made up your mind?"

"Made up my mind?"

"With the new theme park coming up. Are you coming?"

"I don't know..."

"Are you sure?"

"If I go,Hanna would be mad at me for going with someone who is not her. She never let me go somewhere without her. She never let's me go anywhere freely."

"That's so not fair! You should just abandon her."

"Why should I do that?"

"Because,if she's really you're friend she wouldn't do all those horrible things to you. Friends don't do that. They never do. And so do you too."

"What could I do? Even if I tried so many times to her to let me go,she won't give me a chance."

"But you didn't go to lunch,which means you didn't eat lunch with her. She might think you skipped lunch or went somewhere else without her permission. So that's a bad sign right?"