It's been three days since I left his house were on good terms no more arguing .
We just got off ft a few minutes ago , he said he had to go , I didn't ask him where cause I didn't wanna be that one clingy girl , even though we're not together , I just don't wanna be that girl.
I miss him, he makes me happy I don't think I've ever felt like this before about a boy.
So i got on Instagram and looked at his page , he's literally so beautiful . like I can't believe I actually was in bed with that beautiful human, it's so unreal.
why does he have so many fricken followes and likes..?
And it's really not about the looks he has a great personality and I love that about him , like he's not afraid to say something even if it's mean or nice he speaks his mind and he's a gentleman.
I seen this on picture of him and i felt like a tingle between my legs so I closed them tightly.
I put my phone face down on my chest.
Now that im thinking about it I've never actually touched myself in my life ever.
I know it's weird but it just never caught my interest , in 7th grade my health teacher said it's totally okay to touch yourself, but none of us wanted too.
I lifted my phone back up and just stared at him, I opened my legs and slid my hand inside my leggings.
And u gulped, I don't even have hair down there, yet.
I put my hand inside my underwear, and I just started playing with my clit, just moving it slowly while bucking my hips.
I decided to go down further into my whole and I stuck my finger inside "uhh " I moan.
And I went in and out slowly just staring at his pictures, it was pretty tight cause this is the first time anyone has ever been in their for awhile.
I closed my eyes just enjoying this. Then my door opened and I quickly closed my legs and slammed the phone down in my chest.(ik).
My eyes widen and I felt my heart beat really fast.
It was harry
His jaw dropped and he walked over to my bed and sat down.
"You playing with yourself" he asked just staring at me.
I'm pretty sure I looked stupid, it's pretty obvious I was my hand is still in my pants the phone is still on my chest I still haven't moved so obviously.
I looked away from him. "L-looks like it" I said ughhhhhh why did I say that , that's so stupid.
I looked back over at him.
He smirked, and he gripped his area shifting uncomfortably "you need help" he asked and I scrunched my eyes "noooo , I don't need help , I was doing perfectly fine when you wearnt here" I said .
He raised his eyebrows, "oh so whats on the phone" he said reaching for it but I was too slow to move my hand and he grabbed it.
And my eyes widen and he smiled. "Awwe haylen" he said and leaned down too kiss my lips but I dogged it.
And pulled my hand outta my leggings and I got off the bed and walked into my bathroom.
And I washed my hands I groned and slid down the door.
" That's so embarrassinggggg" I groned.
My face was so red
"Baby open the door it's okay" he said knocking on it.
And i got up and opened it and I hugged him with my arms around his waist.
And he wrapped his arms around me (ik).
"Don't tell anyone" I said and he pulled me up to look at him ,
"I wont , plus it's okay to touch yourself haylen, you not in trouble" he said and kissed my lips and I kissed back.
"I know but y-your pictures" I said looking at him.
And he smiled "don't worry about it bitch (jk) I jerked off to your pictures a thousand times , it happens all the time" he said and my eyebrows scrunched.
"Oh" I said and we walked over to my bed.
"Was that your first time ever touching yourself" he asked licking his lips then biting his nails.
And I nodded and took his hang outta his mouth.
"I ... I-it wasn't even for that long " I shrugged .
"You looked so hot "he said laying back on my bed .
And I smiled to myself.
He pulled me on his (straddling) and I put my hands on his chest.
My eyes widen and I jumped off of him.
"Your hardddd" I laughed and he did too.
"Yeah . Well guess who made me "he asked touching my thigh and I pushed his hand off shaking my head smiling.
"You got any lotion" he asked and scrunched my eyebrows .
"Yeah why" why does he need lotion is he ashy or something.
He chuckled and looked away (ik)
"I-i gotta get rid of this " he said softly laughing.
And I was still confused.
So I got up and got him some lotion from my vanity.
He got and and kissed me and walked into my bathroom and I just watched some Netflix.
Until he was done using the bathroom.
