harry was refusing to go to the studio so i told him id go with him and he agreed so we're at the studio 2 hours late.
harry looked really stressed and he was just working hard for no reason and they were mostly sighing papers and stuff.
"baby" i murmured to him wrapping my arms around his side (ik)
he hummed not lookin at me. "relax youre so tensed" he only clenched his jaw still not listening to me.
looking over at dan their manger "excuse us" i got up pulling harry with me.
we went to a empty room and i got on my knees in front of him.
"youre so stressed right now, this might help you" i murmured working on getting his pants unbuttoned.
he didn't say anything, just kept his eyes on mine and i pulled him from his pants, my touch made him lean his head back against the wall.
i only did little movements kissing his tip. then i began sucking slow, pumping what i couldn't fit with my hand.
"shit-" he cursed under his breath looking down at me as i tried fitting all of him, obviously gagging for like 3 minutes now.
"god- so fucking good" he grunted grabbing a tight hold of my hair making me go down further. but he was just too big, he came in my throat and i swallowed.
he gave me a small smile and i got up wiping my mouth and kissing his cheek. "thank you baby" he murmured wrapping his arms around me and he kissed my lips.
"youre kissing me after i just had you in my mouth?" i asked quickly kissing him. he laughed loudly stuffing his face in my neck.
"looks like it" i giggled running my hands over his shoulders. "youre more relaxed now" i murmured quietly.
he nodded "i love you so much" he whispered before kissing my cheek and pulling away.
i smiled "i love you so much more"
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"so we're keeping her?" he randomly asked running his hands through his hair.
i stopped what i was doing and looked at him for a bit.
"ohh, so thats what's stressing you out so much?" i asked coming to realization, grabbing my phone and sitting next to him.
"harry what if im not even pregnant? we have to give it time, but if it helps you sleep at night, yes we're keeping her" i told him and he smiled.
"yes it actually would help me sleep at night" he chuckled and i laughed.
"you're afraid to become a father?" i asked him quietly and he sighed not answering for awhile.
"no, its more of.. not being a good father. i go on tour soon, like real soon. thats like not being here for the 9 months. its just too soon and i didn't mean to, i-i just couldn't pull out" i looked down biting my lip.
"i think you'd be an amazing father whether youre here or not" i murmured and he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and i looked at him.
"you think so?" i nodded.
"i know so" i shrugged playing with a curl thay fell on his forehead, and he kissed my hand.
"im feeling a little sick" i joked and his eyes widen and i started laughing.
"im joking, it takes a couple days for me to feel sickness" he rolled his eyes.
