It's been a 29 days one more day until I'm not grounded anymore.
I'm currently in my room crying my eyes out laying on my side looking at the wall sobbing hella hard.
I miss harry so much I cried everyday hoping he would just sneak through my window like he said when we first started talking.
*Harry's pov*
I couldn't take it anymore being away from her hurts like hell.
I tried calling her number everyday just to be told I was blocked by the number of some Fucking annoying ass voicemail lady.
I opened my gallery and froze .
She took pictures on my phone that day we were watching a movie...
I smiled at her cute little face wishing I could just feel her soft lips once more.
She made funny faces and one serious one where she was smiling (ik) I stared at that picture for at least an hour now.
I set it as my wallpaper as obsessive as that sounds I don't give a fuck at this moment.
I need her.
I got up and went downstairs and my sister was sleeping on the couch while Peppa pig was playing .
I went over and picked her up and carried her up to her room and I put her in bed .
I kissed her forehead.
And walked out to my parents room.
"Mum I'm going out" I said to her and she nodded " be careful dont get pulled over" she joked and I half smiled.
And grabbed her keys and walked out to the car.
And drove to haylens house.
"Fuck" I muttered her parents cars are home.
I got out and walked to the front door. I took a deep breath and rung the doorbell.
2minutes later her dad I think answer the door.
He looked at me scrunching his eyesbrows at me .
"Excuse me-" he cut me off.
"Honeyy!" He yell to his wife I assume he then looked at me and gave me a small smile and waited for his wife who just now showed up.
She looked at me annoyed as her husband walked back in.
"What" she sighed
"Um can I ... Talk you you" I hesitatly asked and she narrowed her eyes at me.
"Sure" she mumbled and moved aside as I walked and we went over to the couch I sat across from her.
"Y-your daughter means so much to me and I will have you know that I won't let anything happen to her when shes with me. I'm in love with your daughter and from my point of view it seems like you hate me I know you think I'm a bad influence to her and sure yeah other people too, but I'm really not what you make me out to be you didn't give me a chance to know me. Haylen was the same she stuttered around me all the time every word she said was stutter but nows she talking normal she got used to me. I love that girl so much you wouldn't understand we're not dating we didn't have sex we didn't do anything that you could ever think we did maybe a couple but i wanted to wait and not rush I'm sorry that you think that way please don't be mad at haylen its not her fault it's mine if it wearnt for me she wouldn't be in this situation so please blame me" I said pursuing my lips (ik) I looked down when she didn't answer she just stared at me.
"è così bello" she said in Italian but I don't know what the fuck she said .
"That's so beautiful" she translated herself after she seen my confused face and I did brief nod pulling my lip (Ik) .
She got up and held her arms out to hug me and I got up and accepted it .
"I'm sorry" she mumbled and pulled away .
I nodded wiping her tears. "It's okay" I said "you can go see her if you'd like she probably crying right she hasn't eaten or cane outta that room since I grounded her." She said my eyes widen .
My chest immediately started aching and her mum started crying I walked over and hugged her "stop crying please " I whispered. Shes Fucking making me feel guilty.
She pulled away and sat down and I walked upstairs to haylens room.
I opened the door and she was sobbing like crazy and my heart fucking shattered.
Her back was to me and I sat down on the bed and sat my hand on her hip.
"Baby.." I said softly and she turned around quickly and jumped into my arms.
"Harryy" she cried like literally Fucking cried and I almost cried too.
She put her head in my neck and I felt her warm tears on my skin.
She was sobbing so much. I started shaking.
"Baby look at me" I said and she wouldn't let me go.
*Haylens pov*
I held on to him and I never let go.
"Baby look at me" he said and I responded with sobs keeping my head in his neck.
"Baby look at me. Calm down" he said softly and I let my grip on him loose as he pulled me to look at my face.
"Baby breathe. Breathe . Just breathe" he said looking everywhere at my face with his worried and sad green eyes.
"I-i m-m - yjenu" I tried to talk but I couldn't I missed him so much.
"Shhhhhhhh. Just breathe" he said and started breathing in and out with me he wiped my tears but more came.
I layed my head on his chest as he layed down with me.
"I gonna go get you some water" he said trying to get up but I held on to him.
"N-nno" I cried I don't want him leaving me.
It hurts to much.
"Okay " he said softly.
And we layed down and I just held onto him sobbing while closing my eyes.
I had a headache from crying all day literally. He kissed my forhead.
"I missed you so much you have no idea " he said .
"Not one at all" he continues.
"I-miss-ed you too"I hiccuped.
*Harry's pov*
We've been laying here for about thirty more minutes and her sobbing and crying has died down and it's just her quiet breathing.
She fell asleep. I kissed her head.
I've never felt so bad for her before.
It pained me to know she literally cries herself to sleep every night I know she has .
She hasn't eaten around her eyes are red she looks tired and useless but she so beautiful .
Even at her worses times she so beautiful.
I haven't slept in about four days or so because I've been thinking about her to much and the times I really got sleep wad about thirty minutes which isn't enough at all.
I closed my eyes. And kissed her head again "I love you so much babygirl" I whisper and fell asleep.
*Mom's pov*
I went upstairs to check on haylen to see how she was and to my surprise they both were sleeping.
It was so cute. I took a picture on haylens phone and sat it on her night stand along with the laptop and the remote to her tv.
I know I'm mean for doing that to her I was so blinded by her age and relationship with this guy I didn't know who slept at my home for days straight I didn't realize that she deserves to be happy and go for what she wants I can't always be the boss of her of her I gotta let her make decisions on her own.
Hes definitely not who I thought he was... He changed her but in a cool way.
And I like it she's different.
