"and i'm not saying this just cause i want you to take me back. like i genuinely f-feel like you complete me. i feel so fucking stupid for not telling you and trying to keep it in the past knowing you'd find out once we went in public. i fucking love you so much words can't even explain. you don't have to be with me haylen i just hate being away from you. i-it hurts. it genuinely hurts " he said quietly.
i grabbed his hand "date me again?" i whisper before i can stop myself.
he probably doesn't even want me back.
"yeah. come here"he said quietly and i straddled his waist and kissed him. he held onto my face with both his hands.
"are you sure" i nodded "positive" i smiled and nodded. "i need to hear you" "yes i'm positive " i whisper and he smirked and kissed me.
his hands went down to my waist, and we started kissing harder and slow at the same time.
i started moving my hips on him and he grunted in the kiss , helping me move by my waist.
i felt him get harder under me. i need to stop before he does something. but i canttt
this feels so good..
he pulled away and kissed my neck sucking harder in different spots.
i squeezed my eyes shut as i let the pain take over my neck.
what is he a vampire?!
"oww" i moaned in his ear on accident and i felt him smile and let go and started kissing me again.
and i started moving my hips and he grunted.
"i won't last long. stop" he mumbled on my lips and i smiled and decided to go faster and he now had his hands on my thighs(ik) gripping them tightly but i didn't mind really.
"fuck baby" he sighed , i stopped and smiled and kissed his forehead.
"i'm sorry for breaking up with you"i mumbled running my hands down his chest.
he nodded "it's okay, don't apologize. but baby you do know that there's gonna be a lot of poparazzi when we go in public " he mumbled and i looked down.
i didn't even think of that i was so fucking caught up in his words i just totally forgot i signed.
i nodded "why won't they just leave you alone" i asked and he shrugged "they want answers" he said and i nodded laying my head on his chest.
"can eat you out" he asked and my head snapped up. "no" (ik)
"please. why not"
"cause i just got off my period it's gonna be badder then it already is. and you haven't don't it in awhile, i'm nervous" i ran my fingers down his eyebrows to his chin.
"i don't care" he lifted me up onto the bed on my hands and kneees .
and my heart started beating . what is he doing?
"head down" he mumbled and i did.
"like this i asked" he nodded .
i was in a position where my head was down by my hands and my butt was poking out in the air.
i felt as ran his fingers down my thighs.
"be a good girl and i won't spank you" he whisper.
my eyes widen. spank me? what the hell?
i almost laughed at the thought of him spanking me for not listening or something.
he pulled my shorts down and threw them onto the floor(duh bitch where else🙄) and he kissed my butt in multiple places.
then he hit me.
