it's been three days since that hotel thing and i haven't been talking to harry at all. it's like he forgot about me or something.
i've been pissed all day, i have a headache , i'm home alone, i'm bored, and my hair has been acting up.
i sighed and sat on the couch, and decided to post a snapchat on my sorry. i took a picture of my thigh captioning it 'not having a good day😕' .
and i got tons of messages from friends and tons from harrys fans which i don't know how they got my snap. it's been a few hours later. i've been sitting on the couch watching horror movies cuddled up with blankets.
my phone buzzed i grabbed it it was my mom texting me. m- i'm coming home a few hours late i got more clients then i expected M- ughh okay. i'm ordering pizza m-okay
i sighed laying back down. hearing a knock at the door. and i kinda got scared cause i was just watching scary movies then there's a knock on the door. i got up and slowly walked to the door. "who is it" i asked and the person hesitated. "harry" my heart stopped.
i opened the door and he was standing there with pink bags and balloons and stuff. he had on a gucci suit and i felt a puddle form in my panties. i've never seen him dress so fancy only in pictures but irl, its way better.
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i stood there not knowing what to do. "you gonna let me in?" he smirked and i still stood there speechless. i then snapped back into reality then moved.
he sat the stuff down on the ground, closed the door, locking it and walked over to me and immediately put his lips on mine. i closed my eyes as our lips moved in sync. "i have missed you so much" he mumbled on my lips, he pulled away putting his forehead to mine. i looked into his green eyes he had losts of bags under his eyes he looks so tired and warn out , his eyes were a little purple around them. i feel so bad.
i was still breathing hard from the kiss we had just shared. "is the break over?" i nodded slightly, he kissed my forehead.
"w-why are you wearing a suit, n-not that i don't like it, i do like it a lot . it looks really good on you . i j-ust never seen you like th-"
"i just came from a meeting . why are you nervous" he asked and i shrugged. "i don't know. sorry" i mumbled sitting at the table.
"so you didn't notice the stuff i got you?" he asked and i nodded. "it's not about the stuff you give me." i softly said. i don't just want him for the things he gives me, i just want his love and attention. he just looked at me for awhile not saying anything.
"i really don't fucking deserve you" he mumbled holding his hand over his mouth (ik) he started blinking a little quick. is he crying?
i got up and walked over to him. "harry are you okay" i asked moving his hand from his mouth, putting both of mine on the sides of his face. tears fell out his eyes. and my heart sank.
he looked away from me. "aww bebe" i turned his head to look at me. we looked each other in the eyes. "shi-t haylen. you d-don't know what you do to m-me" he sobbed and i wrapped my arms around him he put his head in my neck. sobbing. and i started crying.
i couldn't help it. "b-baby stop crying" i whisper to him. as he held onto me tightly. making me weak at my knees. he needs me "b-baby come on" he pulled away i walked him over to the door to take his shoes off.
we walked up to my room. he took his suit putting some sweats he recently left over here. i took my shirt off and my leggings putting on just his shirt, and he watched me, sniffling and hiccuping.
i got in bed and he wrapped his arms around me immediately. i kissed his forehead. "its hard haylen. so fucking hard" he mumbled "i know" i told him.
"i love you so much. i hope you know that" he told me and i nodded "i do. and i love you too. always" i mumble.
"don't say "too" cause i feel like your just agreeing with me" fuck i feel even badder now "i love you" "i love you" he said and i kissed him. and his eyes closed and soft snore immediately came out of him mouth.
it's hard haylen. so fucking hard... i started crying silently. i feel so bad honestly. i've never seen him cry like this . at all matter fact. he's so strong, physically and mentally. i know how hard it is for him. i understand. he's too sweet for this world. i cried myself to sleep.
