Okay so I have a crush on someone I think and the reason is this-
I'm pansexual, but I'm more comfortable dating women than men. That said, I have a crush and I really like him. In the past when I 'liked' guys it felt kind of guilty somehow? Like I was doing something wrong or lying to someone... I don't know. But now I really like him and I feel fine about it like for once in my life I'm doing something right. I don't feel like a creep about it and I don't feel less than I am (as I have in past relationships of any gender). It's like the air's a little purer and my chest is warm. There's can't possibly be anything wrong with this one, not this time around. I don't even think I want him to know, I just want to bask in being completely and totally in love with him.
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