Geeki's Ramblings and other ish...

Everybody should read this, thx

You may be wondering why I changed my screen name to 'Nancy '. No, that isn't my name. No, it isn't the name of a character from something. Nancy is the name of my grandmother who passed away 5 years ago from an intentional overdose. 5 years ago on All Souls' Day an 8 year old girl lost her gramma and didn't know why. Now that little girl knows that her gramma took her own life because of demons in her head. It's because of Gramma Nancy that I'm doing this, because you all need to know that no matter how old you are, what you have or haven't done, who hates you, or who loves you, somewhere there's a Geeki who's going to wonder why you aren't there anymore, who's going to miss you and wish every day that you hadn't done it.

In my grandfather's house there is a little chalkboard that would go on the outside of a market window, saying things like 'Bread $1' and stuff like that. On that little chalkboard is 'Eggs 2 cents' in her handwriting and a little heart she drew in the corner. The heart is my profile picture because she took the time out of her life, took a break from her messy life, and drew something that lights up my days even today. I hope my sentiment can do the same. Remember- even grammas need help. If you need to talk to me, PM me and I swear I'll help however I can.
Geek out!