Angel || Jeongchan / HIATUS

⊰᯽⊱ answer ⊰᯽⊱

silence is golden
when you can't think of
a good answer
- Muhammad Ali

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"Do you believe in angels?"

Jeongin was startled by this question and didn't quite know how to respond, so the room went silent for a few seconds.

A few very long seconds it seemed. The time kind of just stood still, while Chan looked at Jeongin and Jeongin at Chan. A soft staring contest of some sort.
After a while of doing this, Jeongin knew that he had to respond but Chan actually cut him off.

"it's okay if you don't want to answer.. I can understand.."

The room went silent again and Jeongin nodded, looking down to his feet.

Should I have told him, that I am his guardian angel? He wondered to himself, not knowing whether his actions are right. Contemplating what could go wrong if he'd tell him the truth - but it would be rather stupid at this point in time.

"Well,", Chan started and sat himself up a little, which Jeongin obviously didn't like - after all the older of them two still had to rest. I mean - you're not about to be killed by a vehicle every day.
But Jeongin wasn't in some sort of position to actually decide over Chan and/or his actions.
"I think I should leave..", the student council president stated slowly, noticing that the younger wasn't quite fond of this idea of his.

"Don't worry. This time I'll take better care of myself.", he smiled at his angel, hoping to lift his mood up a little.. And maybe to assure him that he really was alright (except for some psychotic shock, but that was only in his head, so he didn't bother too much about it).

Jeongin nodded, knowing that he couldn't make Chan stay after all. He had a right to leave whenever he wished to do so, and no matter how much the younger disliked this idea, he knew as much that it was just right.

The angel watched his protégé get up and ready to leave with a sad look on his face. Actually, it wasn't sad. But more than that it was worried. At least his guts left him alone this time (which was a good thing after all).

It was silent as long as Chan got ready to leave, as Jeongin was afraid of spilling the truth as soon as he opened his mouth, while the Australian obviously didn't know what to say, so it wouldn't become too awkward.

This silence remained until the older stood on the door, ready to leave with a lot of thoughts on his mind.

It was a rather silent goodbye. The only words spoken were by Chan: "See you at school then again.", and then he left.
But instead of heading home, he decided to stop by at the library at first.

It kind of frustrated him. Actually he wasn't superstitious, but now he knew what he saw. And he wanted an answer to why he saw it. Was it real or was it just an illusion? He didn't know, but he hoped to find something in the library that would bring him closer to the sollution of this mystery.

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I'm back.
And alive. somehow.
Yes, it's hella short. Tbh, I had already like double the words and rn I really rather wanted to publish smth to let y'all know this will continue sksksksk.

BUT currently I have like 7 weeks until my finals start and tbh I haven't done anything yet.

+ I gotta make some big decision that basically changes everything (and hopefully my writing style to the better :P)

aNyWaYs
The reason why I didn't update for that long was partially a writers block
but also I didn't feel like writing at all (I still ain't that motivated but this now got like 2k or even more reads (EDIT: I just checked and it's almost 5k... wtf) idek anymore and I'm just like WHOA)

srsly.

so. to say sorry for the extreme long delay imma make a Q&A - y'all can ask me questions or the characters of the stories :D
just comment them here:

Q&A Questions

I'm a person of order, yes.

+ if you want you can think of a punishment for me for releasing this obviously unfinished and this late istg I'm sorry
(I won't do a face reveal tho, I'm sorry but.. no ;;)

that being said. imma write part 2 (aka all the stuff that wattpad deleted) now.
it'll also be ~500 words as it naturally adds up to this chapter

Cya in the next chapter~

~ PandasHoe