Mistreated | Donah Meavey

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Jonah's pov

I went to my room. I was walking up and down like a psycho. I honestly don't understand myself. Like in one moment I'm about to reveal my feelings and in the next moment I'm running away from him and trying to hide the truth.

Daniel is probably so confused right now and...ugh I left him there...when he told me to stay. I hate myself and he for sure he hates me too.

Daniel's pov

I was sad again. Why is his behavior so weird? He's keeping me close then pushing me away. Is he just playing with my heart?... No, Jonah would never do that. I know that.

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I ate almost everything what Jonah brought me. No wonder. I was starving for like 3 days if I'm right. Ben always took away from me whatever I bought. And in our fridge we never had anything.

Finally after a long time I wasn't hungry. I was full. I put the tray on the bedside table and slowly got up from the bed. I hissed in pain but it wasn't that bad. I went to the window and looked outside. On the other side of the street I saw a couple holding hands, having fun and I got jealous of them. Then I thought about Jonah and I. That we are never gonna do that. And it hurts. I don't know how I could know what he feels without asking him. But that would be awkward and embarrassing. Also it can ruin our friendship. I definitely don't want that.

Jonah's pov

I was sitting on one of the stools in the kitchen, drinking coffee and thinking. How can I know what he feels towards me? Should I just simply ask him? No no no. And...what if I text him? I know he's here in the same house like me but still. I could be more confident. I'm gonna give it a try. At least I think I'm finally able to say something.

Me: hey Daniel, first i want to apologize for leaving u and acting like an idiot

Daniel: no it's fine but why r u texting me? We're in the same house

Me: idk i thought u don't wanna see me

Daniel: that's not true
I told u to not leave but u just ran away
Why?

Me: i was not able to be close to u
I know im an idiot

Daniel: u confusing me
What is going on with u?

Me: maybe i should tell it into ur eyes
Even if i know that it's not the easiest thing

Daniel: ok so i guess we talk about it when u get here

Me: yea just give me second

It's gonna be better if I tell it into his eyes. I can't run forever tho.

Daniel's pov

He was so mysterious and I was kind of afraid what is he going to talk about. After some time he slowly opened my door. I turned to him and we sat down on the bed together. I was waiting what he's going to say and when he wants to start cause he was just staring at me.

"So...what's up?" I asked him.

"I....don't know how to start." he said and I suddenly felt his hand on my leg. I looked at his hand then at him with a confused face. Oh god, I think I know what is going to happen.

"Daniel....I have been thinking about this for a long time now...and I'm a little bit nervous about it...but I don't wanna wait any longer...so I...I ugh I like you...I mean...like that...you know." I was shocked and speechles but also happy at the same time. I put my hand on his hand which was still on my leg.

"Jonah... I ugh" I let out a sigh. "I think...I.." I was trying so hard but I was just shuttering.

"Just say it already," he begged me, "please."

"Kiss me." I finally said it.

He crashed his lips onto mine and it felt amazing. I felt like on the cloud nine. Our kiss was full of love and passion then it turned into a make out session. After a while we separated to catch our breaths and he rested his forehead on mine. He put his hand on my cheek and smiled at me. I smiled back wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him closer to me.

"I thought you will reject me." he said.

"I would not be able to do that. Never ever in my life. I swear....I love you Jonah." am I saying it in real life or am I just dreaming? I can't believe this is happening right now.

"I love you too Daniel." he said and kissed me again. I couldn't be happier. Finally something good is happening to me. Unbelievable.

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We were laying on my bed and cuddling. I looked at our interlaced fingers and I smiled. I never thought of this. He placed a kiss on the top of my head.

"I was so afraid to tell you what I feel." he said.

"Me either. But I'm so glad you went for it cause I was not even sure if you like me like that or if I would just ruin everything." I said and he pulled me closer and pressed his lips to mine.

"Like I said, I was thinking about it for a really long time....But now everything is perfect." he smirked.

"Almost everything." I said. I can't get Ben and the whole thing with him out of my head. It's impossible. "Sorry for ruining your mood."

"No it's okay....I know it's hard." he said while rubbing my back softly. "But you're safe now."

"But I can't hide forever."