Mistreated | Donah Meavey

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Daniel's pov

What should I do now? That freaking window wasn't opened a few minutes ago when I came downstairs. He's inside. Should I just run away? No, I can't leave Jonah here. And what if he's in his room and....he... Oh my god I don't know. I seriously don't know what to do.

Suddenly someone grabbed my arm. That grasp was literally painful. Somebody's behind me.

"Finally." I heard the speak of my worst nightmare. My last seconds. Ben turned me around. Now we were face to face. I was shaking. I saw he had a knife in his hand and it was covered with blood.....fresh blood. Oh my god. No...I.... No! He killed him! He killed Jonah! NO NO NOOO!!!

Suddenly I woke up. Tears were streaming down on my face. Where am I? I looked at my left where Jonah and his mom were staring at me. They were both so scared.

I couldn't breathe and my entire body was shaking. Jonah pulled me into a hug and he was trying to calm me down. I was sobbing quietly in his shoulder.

Ugh my nightmares are so realistic. Why? I hate it. So much. And why do I dream about Ben killing Jonah all the time?......maybe cause he's everything I have. And if I lose him....I lose everything. But Ben doesn't even know Jonah exists. It makes no sense to me. Why can't those nightmares just disappear? Why can't I finally live my life peacefully? What did I do that I deserve this? I honestly have no clue.

After some time I was kind of calm again. Jonah's mom went into the kitchen to prepare dinner for us. And of course she left me and Jonah alone to talk. I told him about my nightmare. I feel a little bit better if I let it out of my chest.

Also I told him about my other nightmare. The scariest one. In which Ben told me that he wants to kill me cause I killed our parents. I wasn't honest. Cause that one....was not just a dream....it actually happened.....a few weeks ago.

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I got back from work. I stepped into the house and Ben immediately grabbed my throat and pushed me against the wall. I was uncontrollably crying while he was yelling at me and his nails were deeply cutting into my skin. I could barely ask it but I did. I needed to know.

"Why....why are...you doing this...to me?" then he started to laugh devilishly. I thought this was the end of my life.

"I wanna kill you. Cause you killed our parents." he said angrily. Then he punched me a few times and left the house. I was laying on the floor for an hour I guess. In pain. In blood. In tears.
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After the dinner, me and Jonah sat down on the couch again. His mom went out with a friend and his dad is at work till 10P.M.. So the house is just ours.

"You okay?" Jonah asked quietly wrapping his arm around me. He is so caring for me.

"Yes....and I'm completely honest." I responded with a little smile on my face and kissed him.

He smiled at me when we separated.

"I'm happy for you love." he said caressing my leg. But yeah, I was in a better mood right now. Wow. Almost unbelievable.

"You wanna watch a Harry Potter movie? Maybe?" he asked me.

"Yeah baby." I responded and kissed his cheek.

So we started to watch the movie. I mean I started to watch it, cause Jonah was just sitting next to me and staring at me with a cute little smile on his face. I looked at him and smiled back. Then I turned my head back to the tv.

"It's your favorite movie, isn't it?" I asked.

"Yes it is." he responded still looking my way. Oh god. He's making me nervous. But also it was funny.

"Then why aren't you watching it?" I was almost laughing.

"I like this view much more." he said. Awww he's melting my heart. He's the best.

"Aww, you're so cute baby." I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. After I pulled away, he kissed me again with more passion and it turned into a make out session. He was pushing me down on the couch. Then he went down on my neck leaving little marks there. I closed my eyes and let out a sigh. It felt amazing.

Suddenly we heard the front door opening. We quickly sat up. I couldn't help but start to laugh. He joined me. Both of us laughing like crazy.

It was Jonah's dad. He got back earlier. I don't even know what he said why he got back from work cause I couldn't stop laughing. And Jonah too. His dad was just smiling at us and then he went into the kitchen to eat something. He probably doesn't know why we were laughing so hard. I mean I hope. But there's nothing funny at Harry Potter or even at my current situation. So...maybe he figured it out. Ugh that's kind of embarrassing. But, whatever. I felt so good. My mood is like on a rollercoaster. I don't like it.

"I guess we're going to continue later." I whispered in his ear. He bit his lower lip.

"Don't tease me baby or..."

"Or what?" I love to do this so much. He grabbed my waist and pulled me into his lap.

"Stop, Jonah. Your dad is in the kitchen." I tried to pull away but he was holding me so tight.

"Come upstairs, please." he begged me while lightly kissing my neck again. I grabbed his face and kissed him passionately. Then I took his hand.

"Let's go."