Mistreated | Donah Meavey

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Jonah's pov

I was sitting on the plane which just took off. Alone. Still lightly crying and wiping my tears away. Ugh we separated from each other just a few minutes ago, but I already miss him so freaking much. It was so hard to say goodbye and leave him there in tears.
What a heartbreaking view.

How in the world am I going to deal with this? I really hope that he's gonna be fine. One of the hardest things to do is leave the person you love the most....just go away from him....so far away. Why did my mom do this? Why can't she go and get my stuff? Okay I know it's my house and I'm not a little child who needs his mom's help but still. I can't be away from him. Especially when he's not okay and he needs me more than ever before. And also when we finally started to date. Oh wait. We haven't had a date yet. Ugh god. And yesterday I also promised him that we're gonna stay in bed as long as he wants to. But my mom messed it up for us. Oh my goodness. This sounds like I'm blaming my mom for everything but that's not true....it's gonna be better if I stop thinking about it before I say something that I don't want to. I love my mom and I completely understand her decision. But it was too fast. We just arrived yesterday and today she wants me to go back.

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I can't get Daniel out of my mind. He was so sad and that's not good at all cause maybe this situation is gonna be the reason for doing something bad to himself again. Oh god please don't let it happen again...please. I hope my mom is going to take care of him. I mean she told me that but if I can't see it.....I'm getting anxious.

'Just breathe and think about something nice.' I thought about Daniel of course.

In my mind I went back to the moment when we were in 6th grade. He was sitting in the row next to me and we were throwing little paper balls at each other with notes on it. It wasn't funny at all but we were trying our best to not laugh. Then the teacher saw it and we had to stay after school. It was just him and I. We were talking for hours. Even when we could go home we stayed there.

That was the day when I realized my feelings towards him. Oh my god...through all those years I was hiding it from him, but on the other hand I was thinking about how to tell him. I haven't had enough courage to just do it. My fear of losing him was so much bigger. And I haven't even thought about what if he's dealing with the same problem. But now I know that he loves me and that's honestly more than I could ever ask for. It's a dream come true.

These thoughts put a smile on my face. We can do it. It's max two days. My mom is there for him if something.

I decided to take a nap so I finally get everything out of my head. Hopefully.

Daniel's pov

When I got to the buffet I felt a little bit better. I mean I was finally not crying but I was really sad. I miss him so much.

Jonah's mom came to me and hugged me. I needed a mom hug. Unfortunately my mom can't give me a hug anymore. When she hugged me my eyes started to tear up again. In three days it's gonna be four months since I lost my parents. Four months...oh my....it feels like it happened yesterday.

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It was about 8P.M.. Sunday. I was watching the tv with Ben. Our parents were out on a date or something.

"When are they coming back?" I asked Ben. He looked at me then back on the tv.

"I don't know. They haven't told me anything." he answered. "You want something to drink?" he asked me.

"No, thank you." I replied and he got up from the couch heading to the kitchen. Suddenly his phone rang.

After he finished the call he just sat down on the stool completely zoned out. I ran to him.

"What happened?" I asked with a fear in my voice. Ben stood up and came closer to me.

"They're dead." was everything he said.

"What? Who?" I was confused.

"Our parents...are dead." we started to cry uncontrollably. He hugged me.

"How is this possible?" I was sobbing into his shoulder.

"They...were driving home...and...and....ugh Daniel." he wasn't able to say what exactly happened.

After some time he pushed me away and left the house. That was the day when everything changed.

It was past 2A.M. when he finally showed up again. He was completely drunk. I ran to him to help him cause he could barely walk but he started to yell at me and that was the first time he hit me. I was surprised. He had never hit anybody. I ran upstairs and cried. I haven't known that this is just the beginning.

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Jonah's mom took me to buy a new mobile for me. She wanted to buy the newest model of iPhone.

"That's too expensive." I said. She smiled at me.

"Jonah has the same one. So I'm not gonna make any differences between you guys." she is so sweet. I can't reject it I guess.

"Ugh...okay...I guess I have no chance. Thank you so much." she hugged me tightly.

"No problem honey. You deserve it. And Jonah probably can't wait for you to text him." she said. I smiled at her weakly. I wish Jonah was here.

So she bought the phone for me and I also got a new phone number. As soon as we got home, I turned on my phone and when all the settings were done, I called Jonah.