My Feelings (Part 2)

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(turn on the video then change it to the picture and read my message as you listen to the song.....)

ashike......

she played me......this whole entire time........she was faking.......she played with me.......she played with my heart.......she even said it herself........"I thought we were just roleplaying....that's just how I am........(I can't really remember the whole message because I blocked her after I gave her a peace of my mind)".......I can't......believe she was faking this whole entire time.......after all this time of me trying to help her.......when she was "depressed".........she always pushed me away.....and ignored me.......beating around the bush.......leaving me feeling.....useless....depressed.....stressed.......overwhelmed.......hating myself.......then she would come back to apologize.......only to do the exact same thing all over again..........I knew I should've left her when I had the chance.......I had.....so many chances....when I could've freed myself from this mess......my friends kept telling me to leave her......if she kept leaving me feeling this way.......but my stubborn ass didn't listen.......I hate myself so much right now........I feel hurt.....pissed.....and betrayed.......why would she do that......now idk if some of it was real but still........I just.....I can't......just...why.....