Making It To Forever (Austin Mahone Love Story)

Chapter Eleven

*Sam's P.O.V*

The last three months have been okay. Austin and I still talk but it's usually just an update once a week. I miss him, I really do, but this was a good idea. I haven't been as upset since we decided to take this little break. He hasn't gone out with anyone and nor have I. The album is coming out in a few days and then he'll be doing some interviews for a few weeks after that, he'll be coming back home.

I still love him. I always have and most likely always will. The only thing that scares me, is that I have no idea if he feels the same..

*Austin's P.O.V*

Sam is killing me. I hate not being able to talk to her everyday. This whole 'update once a week' thing was my idea. I was just trying to make it so I could talk to her once a week, thinking she'd say not talking at all.

The album comes out soon. I haven't told anyone what is in store, because once it comes out, I want to see everyone freak out. That seems a little cruel, but I have some insanely awesome people featured on it, and even though they were all 'In the studio with Austin Mahone' that could mean we were just hanging out. We weren't. We were making hits.

But after that I have little press tour, which means I'll be going on TV shows and talking about the album. My first stop is The Ellen DeGeneres show. That has been my goal for the last half a year, get on Ellen.

Tons of people watch Ellen. I know that Sam watches it almost everyday since there are celebrities there all the time. Then, there are short stories about peoples dreams coming true. Mine is kind of both. This album, it's my dream come true and apparently I'm kind of popular now. One million plus Twitter followers, signed, album being released, an episode on Big Time Rush airing on September 22nd. I guess I am what you could say, famous, but I still feel like the same kid from San Antonio. The one that fell in love with a girl the first time he saw her, then watched his old best friend steal her away and treat her like a piece of shit.

That's what made me hate him the most. First, he stole her away. I had told him as soon as we had left her that first day that I wanted her, then he attacked on this first chance he had. Second, he hurt her. He hurt her so bad she cried for days.

Sometimes I think and wonder if she used me as a rebound. Like, our relationship was built on this sick lie of her actually liking me, but just using me for revenge. I think that sometimes, but I try not to let it go to my head. Sam is one of the nicest people I know, but honestly, I've known her for less than a year, so I have no idea if she was just playing an act when she came here, or she's showing me the real her.

I think by the way she reacts when I go back to San Antonio, I'll know who she really is. At least that gives me sometime to think about how I'll win her over if she doesn't feel the same anymore. If you knew someone like her, you couldn't lose them.

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*Alex's P.O.V*

I need a change of scenery. I need to leave this town and start over. I need to get away from everything that reminds me of Sam and Austin. Great, that basically means moving to Antarctica. When do I leave?

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*Sam's P.O.V*

Robert and Dani have been acting so weird the past few weeks. They've been staying away from me as much as possible. Like saying they're busy after school or they have to work with a teacher during lunch. I just don't understand. Why would they be avoiding me? I've done nothing wrong.

I took the bus home, I didn't have a parking spot at the school yet since I'm only a junior, stupid rule right? I walked to my house not even glancing at Austin's. It always looked so empty and bare. I couldn't look at it without feeling guilty for the way I had acted the last time I saw him or feeling sad knowing that he wouldn't be there.

I walked up the path to the house but stopped. I looked over at the basketball hoop. I hadn't played in a while now. I didn't even try out for the school team. I dropped my backpack in front of the door then went over and opened the garage door. No cars inside, as usual. I found the basketball and dribbled it outside.

I started shooting, and missing. Lay up, miss. Bank shot, miss. Foul line, miss. The ball completely missed the basket and landed on the lawn. I just dropped to the pavement and sat cross legged. I used to be able to go twenty for twenty on all of those shots. Where had I disappeared to? Where was the Sam from Maine who was the only Freshman on Varsity? Where was the Sam who everyone thought was going to be in WNBA? Where was the old Sam? Gone. She had disappeared along with everything else that was even related to Maine.

I looked up at the sky. It was bright blue and had no clouds. I sighed and laid down. Right there in the middle of the driveway. I just stared up at the cloudless sky. Watching as trees blew in the light breeze. Texas was so pretty.

At some point I started thinking about life and how much of an idiot I was for not forgiving Austin immediately. That boy was my life and I most likely just made it so he never wants to be with me again.

Why was I such a bitch?

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A/N: I'm not dead! Yay! I am so so so so so sorry about not posting. I've just been a little weird for the past few weeks. The concert has had me really freaked out, then school started and well homework and other pointless stuff. I'm a sophomore so I have Bio, meaning I want to die because none of it makes sense. Anyways. Comment, Vote, Become a Fan, and Add to Library! (:

Next Update: Not sure, maybe next Sunday? No promises though.

My Concert Experience will be posted soon! So check that out!

Also, Austin isn't releasing an album or going to be on Ellen or Big Time Rush. That's all made up! Just so people don't think he is!

Thanks for reading! <3