Previously: One day I will be back but right now I will start over everything I caused.
Y/n POV: I've been living in China for two years. My personality has been cold. I'm unapproachable people to come to near because people either get scared or they see me as a bitch. I wouldn't blame them.. I wonder how Jin and Jimin have been doing in their lives. I hope they forgot and started a new life with someone else. Even if it kills me to imagine that someone is by their side..I will never ever let someone to fall in love with me. Because at the end it's fake love I suffer through depression and try to kill myself but I save myself for some reason..which is another story to tell. I became a model/a famous rapper in a girl group. I bet they have heard about me..I'm known as a sexy/cold performer when I perform. I have many fanboys. I tend to keep my personal life/past hidden because I'm to embarrass of myself to talk about myself. I'm the quiet one in the group..I'm worry to let people be around me. I'm such a slut to be near my members.
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This how she looks like☝🏼 Right now we are going to Korea to perform to many business owners.
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https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DuE9fPFUUAE65Og.jpg These are our members☝🏼 I have to prepare myself for the performance.
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This is what I wear☝🏼 We go in front of everybody. "Hello we are g(I)dle!" We introduces ourselves. "We be performing for you guys today" our leader Soyeon says.
I hear a lot of applauding for my group. Which were loud. I notice a group in the crowd..
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I guess destiny brought us together again.. I've to avoid getting closer to them. "Black pink the Kim company will meet you guys." I mentally regret even coming here. Now I have to show my face after a long time. "Kim company, here is Blackpink. Blackpink, Mr.Kim and Mr.Park are the owners. Which they combined three years ago. Here are there beautiful wives.." They got married..it broke my heart into pieces but they deserve better, so I maintain my cold face and acted like I didn't care. "Did you guys enjoy our performance?" Jisoo asked nicely. "I enjoyed. There's one member that has great dancing skill; what's your name" Jin points at me. "Y/n" I say quickly and coldly. "She doesn't talk the much to people so forgive her" jisoo says and pinches me in the back. I just glare at her. "It's alright.." he says while looking at me. "I have to go nice to meet you Mr park and mr Kim" I left. miyeon came behind me and pulled my wrists. "what's wrong y/n..those are important people." She asked. "just leave me alone Miyeon..I'm alright. I need space and call me when we need to perform again" I say and let go of her wrist. I walked away knowing that I don't deserve to be here and showing my face in front of them.
Miyeon pov: I worried about y/n; she's typically quiet when she's around people. She walked away.. I noticed her face become colder..like she hated someone there. Even though she hides a lot of stuff to us but I still cared for. I saw many times when she cries secretly.. I go to our leader and whisper.. "Something wrong with y/n..she went outside" she nods. "Keep a watch out on her and twenty minutes we will be performing again." She tells me.
Jimin pov: I saw her again..my heart was about to exploded of happiness but I noticed how down she looked or cold like she hated her life. She doesn't have the shine in her eyes like she used too. She didn't even want to start a conversation with us.. When she left us, everything went bad. Jin became a playboy.. he hated his life and basically me. He tried to ruin my life many times but I will stop him before he will go to far like the time were he tried to kill me. I got married but by forced. Jin forced me or I will lost everything I had. I was willing to wait for y/n, but Jin had to be a douche. I got up and excused myself to find y/n. I saw her sitting and looking at the sky like a angel that has fallen from the sky. She heard the door closed and asked. "So your married?" She asked coldly and not even turning to see.. "It's forced, I was willing to wait for you" I say and she chuckles. " you didn't have to..I'm actually glad that you have a girl" she says but with a hint of sadness in her voice. "No y/n I alway have you in my heart.." I say while grabbing her close to me. "I love—" I get interrupted. "Not surprise you will be out here with your lover y/n" Jin says while y/n just looks at him coldly. What should happen next?
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A/n: Hey readers💜 sorry for not posting in a while..I've been going through stuff. I feel lonely lately like I have no friends. My so called "friends" just use me for stuff and don't bother about me. I'm used to these kind of stuff but that doesn't matter. I always neglect myself at the end ... Have a nice day💜 Like and comment 935 words unedited
