Dream | 방탄소년단 (BTS) ✔

Seventeen

—— morning

January 4th 2014

"Ah! Noona!"

"I'm sorry, my friends are waiting for me. Good bye"

The entire morning had been like this. Jin approaches Lena, Lena blurts an excuse and runs away.

Jin couldn't help but feel hurt at the sight of Lena avoiding him. What happened last night was what he called 'in-the-spur-of-the-moment'. He couldn't help it. She just looked so... 'kissable' as he described it.

The way her cheeks flushed from his gaze, the way her petite lips parted as she tried to stop him from getting close, the way her pinkish-red lips quivered. It was all so cute to him and he just couldn't resist his urges.

It was his mistake. And he realised it too late.

*

Stomp. Stomp. Stomp.

Lena was furiously running to the entrance of the hotel. People she passed by in a flash looked at her like she was some banshee but she didn't care. She needed some fresh air.

Last night's memories flooded her mind making her blush a thousand shades of red and pink.

He kissed her.

Kim Seokjin. The worldwide handsome... kissed her. On the lips too.

Well, there was one thing Lena knew for sure. She just lost her first kiss.

She just couldn't believe it. How could someone like Jin kiss her. A potato who was passionate about her work.

Fanning her hot cheeks with her hands she felt someone touch her shoulders. Startled, she jumped and turned around to see the cause of her problems.

Jin.

She was about to dash away again until Jin caught her wrists, keeping her from doing so.

"Please stop..."

Lena froze. She turned around slowly to meet Jin's eyes, glistening from tears. To say her heart broke was an understatement.

It was crushed.

Lena couldn't bare to see Jin sad. It was equivalent to seeing a puppy husky cry and no one can take that much cuteness overload. But before she could say anything, Jin interrupted her.

"Please don't avoid me. It hurts my heart" Jin begged. His eyes tearing up even further if that was even possible.

"I'm sorry for kissing you without your permission" He said looking at her in the eyes, filled with confidence and passion before continuing.

"But I'm not sorry for the kiss" He stared at her dead in the eye. Lena knew one thing was for sure. Jin was serious.

"That kiss is something I'll never take back. And I know this might seem fast paced but..." Lena could only stay shut as Jin trailed off then continuing.

He had a fire lit in his eyes. A fire of passion and love.

"I love you. I love you Lee Lena. And I want you to be my girlfriend"

As comical as it sounded, Lena's mouth dropped to the ground. She couldn't believe her ears. The Kim-Worldwide-Handsome-Seokjin just confessed his love to her.

"Ah- Um.." Lena could only stutter. She couldn't look at him in the eyes, hers darting anywhere and everywhere apart from his brown orbs.

"Y-you don't have to answer now. I just wanted you to know" His smile was gentle yet melancholic. He was trying to cover his emotions of not having his feelings reciprocated.

"J-Jin..."

"Sorry I should to go now"

And with that, he left. Lena watched Jin's back as he ran away. His broad shoulders shaking. He was crying.

Why couldn't she say anything? She liked him for sure. But did she love him? She did. But she also loved 6 other men.

She didn't want to break his heart. She had to work out her feelings clearly first before giving her answer.

*

Drip. Drip. Drip.

A clear liquid substance continuously flowed down Jin's cheeks. He couldn't control it.

Slamming open his hotel room door, he dived right into his pillow and weeped endlessly.

Yoongi who was in the bathroom came out with a towel over his damp hair. He was startled to see his hyung crying as he should be having his date with... Lena Noona...

Could something have happened?

It was wrong of him but Yoongi felt a little relieved that he still had a chance judging from the tear stained Jin. Of course as brothers, he felt bad.

What could've possibly happened to make Jin so sad?

"Hyung? You ok?"

Yoongi bonked his own head after saying that. Of course Jin was not alright. He's crying for chicken's sake.

"..."

Jin stayed silent and continued sniffling and sobbing. He couldn't possibly tell his dongsaeng, much less his rival in love know their Noona 'indirectly' rejected him.

"Hyung... I don't know what happened but the company's having lunch soon. Come join us when you feel better. I know you love food and how much it makes you feel better"

That was what Yoongi said before leaving and closing the door behind him. Thus leaving Jin alone.

Jin turned on his back and stared at the ceiling...

Face still tear stained.

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