"this shit always happen to me."
it was the day of the party and rosa had left to go pick up her nona. she and i had a long and weird ass talk before she left.
flashback:
"y/n princess, listen. this party is going to test you tonight but i want you to know i believe in you. i love you, please don't ever forget that." she was looking deep into my eyes but what i really saw in them was pain and hurt. i just nodded and she kissed my forehead then said goodbye.
i felt anxious and began to get scared but i just pushed it back and continued brushing my hair. i was going to wear a black body suit, some silk joggers, and some sparkly heals. my makeup was simple but elegant and my hair was pulled into a high ponytail.
i heard someone honk outside and to my surprise they were in a limo. i walked outside excitedly. rosa said she'd get someone to take me to the party but she never mentioned this.
the driver opened the door for me and i got in giddily. we drove for some time until he stopped in front of a huge house. there was music blasting and lights blinking of all different colors everywhere.
the driver opened the door for me and i walked in getting whistles from guys and compliments for girls. it honestly made me feel really good.
a song began playing and everyone started pushing around and dancing. i squeezed out of the crowd and walked onto the balcony admiring the view. soon i felt staring.
when i turned around everyone was staring at me. like everyone.
billie and alexis arose from the crowd and i took a deep breath remembering what rosa had said. "who invited this trash?" alexis laughed while pointing to me. the crowd all laughed and i felt my knees feel weak. remembering what she did to me.
i won't let that ever happen again.
i just looked at them. alexis began to grow uncomfortable under my stare. "well, aren't you going to say something?" she sounded annoyed.
i just stood there. looking at her.
she lifted her hand to smack me but i grabbed it firmly, earning gasps from the crowd. including billie.
"i don't talk to narcissistic, privileged, prissy, and disgusting pieces of shit. like you." i spat. everyone looked in shock as they saw the once fragile and weak girl stand up for herself.
i pushed alexis out of the way and slipped through the crowd. everyone clapped and cheered me on and i giggled as i heard one person scream fuck you alexis! it sounded like billie.
i ran into the nearest bathroom and pulled out my phone. i had to tell rosa what i had done. i was about to call her when i noticed she texted me.
ROSA <3
i'm in love with you y/n.
i'm sorry.
i felt my heart stop as an unfamiliar number began to call me. i answered hesitantly.
"y/n, i'm afraid we have some bad news."
i hope that you're happy with me in your life.
i hope that you won't slip away in the night.
i hope that you're happy with me in your life.
i hope that you won't slip away...the end.
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thank u, next - billie eilish
Fanfictionbut it was all in my head. trigger warning! read at your own risk. based on some true events.