I got really dizzy, shaking, chest pains it felt like I was going to pass out or die. She called 911 the send out the med's they took me to the hospital. The doctor came and and said that I am fine there is nothing wrong. I just had a bad anxiety attack. Ever since then I had random attacks. When I take them the next day it makes me sick i wouldn't wish depression or anxiety on anyone not even my worst enemy. There was time's where I just wanted to give up but I didn't. They say family should all was be there for you wrong. Not mine they just make everything worse. With my anxiety every little nose every time there is a knock at the door or someone yells. That's when my anxiety starts and my heart starts to race. I get so scared living with anxiety and depression sucks. Not going to lie yes I all cute my self to take the pain away. Then I said why just stop that's not going to take the pain away all together. So now when i want to cute I just go and get a tattoo. It's the same pain as cutting. Right now I got six tattoo's. I hold every thing in if i need someone to talk to or have a problem I don't say anything to anyone. Because I have problem's trusting people.
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Depression
Non-FictionEveryday I fight depression and anxiety. I wrought this book so people know that they are not alone. There are people out there that care. never give up shine like you never shined before. You are loved you matter you care and we all love you. Peopl...
