Depression

Chapter 6

I didn't eat much just like once or twice a day cause everyone keep calling me fat and a pig I was getting sick from not eating much. I got tired of it so I eat when ever I want to and how much I want to. When people are making fun of me and telling me go kill my self know one cares about you I get my phone go on YouTube put head phones in and listen to music. Sing along talk a walk block everyone out know matter what you have to do do it. Talk walk go to the park sit there sit outside or lay in the sun. When someone makes fun of you do all them things and before you leave to go for a walk or outside or put headphones in tilling them good how cares it gets them so mad. Have fun want a good laugh a real laugh or smile make a joke about them or when they leave the room. Hide somewhere where they can't see you and jump out and scare the crap out of them. Someone calls you or text you bringing you done don't respond hang up and block them. Life is hard but you will get throw it. Gog throws the hard problems at his strongest survivers because he knows we will get throw it. Say a Pryer everyday. Remember you are all was loved you matter we care about you. Killing your self is never the answer never you think people don't care but we do we really do but we don't show it like we should. 8) Life is worth living you have a purpose of being on this earth. Do what you want when you want just never follow any of your friends or family's foot steps to fit in or to be cool. Don't be around people that is doing wrong surround your self with the good people and the people who is going to tell you don't do that you can get in trouble. Let's do this or do that do something that is not going to get you in trouble. You are loved you matter people are out her that love you and all was worry about you. They don't show it like they need to they seem to hate you but they don't they love you. Never give up your beautiful in your own way we love you. We are glade that you are here with use so please what ever you do never end it because if you do everyone that ever brought you down will feel bad one day. By then then will say we bullied him\her so mush she ended it don't show a sign of weakness. I made it and so can you we are strong we are not week. Everyone on this earth even the bullies are fighting but they wont say everyone can be helped. If you need anyone to talk to please reach out to someone don't hold it in even if you don't want to talk just do it you will feel so much better I promise you. I never wanted to talk But it got to the point where I couldn't take know more so I want to school talked to the teachers. They helped me throw it all. You are the only one to change you life and have the life you want set you mind to it and you will be able to do that and reach your goals. Enjoy every minute every second of your life even if someone don't want you to be happy.