Protecting Amy

Chapter 14

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Chapter 15

Louis's POV~~~

"I couldn't help feeling like someone had crushed my heart into tiny, invisible pieces. I didn't know anyone could make me feel like that. Eleanor has never done this to me, out of all the fights we've had, she has never made my heart literally break.

I was coming to terms with the slight feelings I had for Sarah, but when she said those things to me, I learned something. I figured out, that they were't just petty feelings. I had a connection with her, and it was much stronger than any I've ever known of.

Notice my past tence way of speaking? That's because she stood in front of me and told me with a steady gaze, she told me.......She told me that she hated me and never wanted to see me again. She said that she couldn't feel this way about anyone. She told me that I'd be just another boy that stole her heart and then danced on top of it while it burned.

I didn't know how to respond, so I just let her say those terrible things to me. All I could do, was sit in the corner and stay silent. My heart had been shattered, and that's when it happened. All the tears and feelings I had been keeping hidden for so long, finally showed themselves.

I sat there in that stupid corner, and let her yell at me. I let her say all of those horrible things to me. All of the things that ruined me, broke me, destroyed me. I can't even explain the way I felt about her before, let alone now! I don't understand Zayn. I just don't understand." I finished my explanation with tears aching to be set free, but I closed my eyes tight.

Zayn hadn't said anything since he came in and saw me in the corner. I heard Sarah run into the bathroom awhile ago, but didn't know Zayn was even in the room until he pulled me into a comforting hug.

I sobbed on his shoulder for what seemed like hours, but was probably only ten minutes. Even after I cried my heart out, I still felt the burning paing in my chest. The aching for this all to be a bad dream. I can't even begin to tell ou how much I want this all to be a big mistake.

I just wish I didn't have to be real. At least I don't have to worry about my feelings for another girl, right? Eleanor wouldn't be happy if she found out about my....crush? Whatever the hell those feelings were, they are gone now.

Sarah's POV~~~

I don't know why I said all of that stuff. Some of it was so horribe and heartless. Seeing him cry it-

I can't even describe how much it hurt to know that I did that to him. I felt like my heart melted when I saw him curl into the corner.

My heart hurt even more when he started to cry. He's so fragile even though he doesn't show it. I broke down his weak walls and ripped his heart to shreds. It only took a few words, granted they were harsh, but out of all the things I said why did that phrase break him all the way?

He was hurting as I said the other things, but when I ended my rant with those three words. It seemed like he finally broke the rest of the way. He was broken beyond fix, and I caused that. I caused the horrible pain he's feeling.

I broke him.

I didn't mean to honestly. I just happened to see him when I woke up, and everything I've felt in the past couple days finally revealed itself. I let my emotions take control, but they didn't come out in sadness.

I felt rage. Absolute rage.

Anger is something I've always struggled with. It got me in more trouble than I can remember, but Zayn helped a lot. He helped me to learn how to swallow down my harsh words and hold back my fighting. I helped him to, with controlling his anger.