Alex pov-
I went to the toilet and bent I stuck two fingers down my throat I gagged and continue to push the fingers deeper into my throat. I need this... I needed this.... I repeated in my head the breakfast I ate was slowly rising to my throat tears pricked the corner of my eyes, as I could feel the acid in my throat it took me one finished pushed for me throw up in the toilet. I took a couple deep breaths to calm my now empty stomach I wiped my mouth and stood up from the toilet once I finished puking.
I brushed my teeth from the toothbrush that they gave and left the bathroom once I felt like I was better. My eyes caught a plastic bag on my bed Samatha must have put it there when I was in the bathroom, I shudder when I saw my sweater in there my blood was staining it, it flashed the memory of the night that Luke carved his message in my chest. They let me wear my jeans so all I need was a shirt, my attetion soon with a red shirt that had black stripped on it my face felt warm when i realize it was jason's shirt... it had note attach to it i picked up the night and read it - I came back last night and dropped of one of my spare stripped shirt it felt like you needed it- Jason. a small smile appeared on my lips as I could feel a small tear fall from my eye I wiped it away and picked up the shirt, I his shirt hugged close to my chest the scent jason invaded my senses his scent was sweet and comforting...it felt like he was in the room with me. I pull the shirt away and headed to the bathroom I needed to take a shower before my dad gets here.
Derek Alex's dad pov-
I slam the car door angrily Emma had let me borrow her car so I could pick up Alex I didn't even want to be here the damn hospital call me. when I was at the bar drinking and I didn't want to see that piece of shit, I was happy that I kicked him out the house that night I prayed that I would never see his face again. But apparntly the lord wasn't on my side becuase a nurse called me and told me that my son was at the hospital.
I'm fucking tired of Alex acting like a little child he needs to fucking grow up it angered me more when I saw the doors of the hospital....his probably faking this whole thing to get pity out of me and avoide going home. Once he gets in the car we're going to have a nice chat, I stormed into the hospital and went to the front desk my patients was thining. when I saw a leopard with curly black hair talking on the phone and writing something down on a piece of paper as she spoke to the person on the phone. My eyes twitched can't this bitch hurry up I have a beer to finish in the car, but I stopped complaining when I saw the lady breast poked out of uniform.
I licked the bottom of my lips I tried to force down the hard on that was forming in my pants. I wanted to fuck them so bad...Emma's breast weren't as big as this women. they were fucking perfect to look at. but my fantasy of putting my dick between those tits were interrupted when i heard the women get my attention. "excuse me, sir, do you need anything" she asked kindly she must have finished talking on the phone. but I could tell that she saw me looking at her breast the women face showed distgust and she quickly button up her uniform more and cover her breast with her arms.
Before I could answer her I heard a young women voice behind me "excuse are you mr. williams" I turned around to see a young woman with blond hair and I gave her a annoyed look. this nurse didn't look sexy as the one in front of me, her breast was small and her body was turning me off, "yes i'm him what do you need" I answered rudely. The nurse frowned at my attiude but she continue talking "I'm Mrs. Jane but you call me Samatha I've been taking care of your son" she said still being kind " you must be here to pick up your son his body recovered well these past couple days but I hope that Doctor Stephen inform you of your son action" she said I tried not to grit my teeth the doctor talked my ears off for hours. saying how alex wasn't eating and he tried to take his stitching out... I knew that Alex cuts and I don't give a shit they should have let him starve to death and let him pull his stitches out so he could bleed to death, one less problem I have to deal with.
I didn't even want to pick him up he could walk home he wasn't dying but I force myself to nod It made samatha smile. maybe because she was thinking I was being a good father, "would you like to see him Mr.williams" she asked pointing down the hall "No" I answered flatly her smile immedity faulted at my response "give me the damn paper I need to sign so i could go back to the bar" I said annoyed, "doctor stephen already signed your son out so he come home with you" she said hiding the sadness in her voice. But I ignored her tone and turned to the lady at the desk she looked angry at me, she didn't say one word and went to the phone again when it ringed.
I turned back to samatha she looked so dissapointed in me but i don't need to listen to a women to raise my own child. "If you see alex tell him to meet me outside at the car," i said not waiting for response i turned back around and walked out the hospital building, heading to the car.
Alex pov-
After i finished taking my shower I unwrapped the plastic on my body and threw it in the small trash by the sink. I put on jason shirt and started at my reflection...my body was still thin because Jason shirt was big on me or I'm just a small person, but i didn't mind that his shirt was big on me it felt like he was here with me hugging me. I left the bathroom and took my medication that samatha gave me since my body was slowly begin to ache, I put everything on the plastic bag my sketch book and the picture I then picked up the plastic bag when I heard someone walk in my room.
It was samatha she stood by my door "you're father is outside wating i'll walk you" she said smiling at me....but her smile seemed off i just give her nod even though I didn't want to go home with my pissed off dad.
