The Alphas Mate

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Lacey POV

The night after the trip at my house had been absolutely chaotic.

“ANDREW! How could you I told you not to do that to her Andrew she is fragile and you should know that.”

“Well I didn’t mean to Lacey, I really didn’t.”

“ I know you didn’t but Andrew you were her first damn near everything, first kiss, first boyfriend, first everything and I’m sure she is at home watching glee right now because of you. “

“Well Lacey I’m not going to sit here and argue with you ok, so good night.” He said roughly as he walked up the stairs.

I felt bad for yelling at him now he felt bad all by his self and I just had to go and make him feel worse.

·         Andrews pov**

Screw up

You’re a fucking screw up Andrew. I broke her heat I did this I made her cry, the girl that I have grown to really love I hurt her because I thought I could push this off. I can’t push everything off but I need to start thinking matter and do what’s best for everybody.

I need to leave Kelsey alone no matter how I feel. I’m going to be an alpha soon I can’t go off parading a girl around who isn’t even my mate.

Mate

I had to call Kelsey and explain all this to her and tell her how sorry I am and that we can do this.

Ring

Ring

Ring

“Hello………”

“Yea Kelsey loo I-“

“Ha-ha got you this is my voicemail, I’ll call you back asapppp.”

I smashed the damn phone in my hand on accident she ignored me. I felt my wolf taking over and before I knew it was throwing every chairs, lamps picture frames, anything that my hands could touch was getting smashed into pieces.

 After about 20 minutes I just decided to let my wolf out. I didn’t even take off my clothes and I shifted while jumping out my window.

I ran I didn’t really have a direction to go in but I found myself at Kelsey’s house. I was standing outside her window all the lights were out in her house so I’m assuming that she was sleep.

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I came home and I got dressed and ready to leave because I was a werewolf I look a lot older than I am, which mean liquor.

 I needed it I felt like a heartbroken dummy. Me and Kelsey weren’t even together that long and I  already missed knowing that in the morning when I woke up I wouldn’t be able to just go to her house and wake her up or , send her cute messages. Or feel like I wasn’t just an alpha to be. That I didn’t have to be mean and authorative every moment of the day.

I felt like Andrew, and nothing more.

And I had blew it because I kept secrets from her. I knew it was going to eventually end but for what it was worth it felt like it could be real. Like I could love Kelsey until the day one of us died.

I drove to this stupid college party in town that I knew was going on. I saw all the ladies with their eyes feasting on me like I was meat. But I couldn’t care less I wanted the booze.

I walked into the kitchen and grabbed the whole bottle of whiskey. It tasted like shit my first swig. But it made me feel numb. I needed this tonight I need to feel numb because if I didn’t then I was going to feel like shit.

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I was down a bottle of whiskey and 5 shot of tequila and I felt great. My body was hot I didn’t have a damn care in the world and I had a hot blonde grinding on my front as I took another swig from the spiked punch that I had.

I leaned over to the blonde’s ear and whispered “You want to go upstairs.”

“Mmmhmm yea baby.” She said trying to say seductively but she sounded more like a sick kid. But there was no point of me blowing a good fuck.

We went upstairs to one of the empty bedrooms and she started to kiss down my neck and asking me if it felt good. Which it did but didn’t feel right, I felt dirty, I needed her I needed Kelsey.

she moved down to my jr possibly giving me the worst bj of history, to which I just gave her 5 minutes of sloppily drunk laid thrust and left her sleep in the bed.

Deciding it was a bad idea to drive I mind linked my beta to be / best friend and told him to come pick me up.

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The morning after was awful. I had a headache and felt grimy. Luke had picked me up last night and drove me home. I really needed to stop drinking.

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