A Parental Wedding Story - kimxi (APWS) "Editing"

Chapter XLVII '' Explanation ''

A/n : Hello , am back HAHA xD 3 more chapter then were end . Thanks for all the support guys as in very much thankful , naka 31+thousand na po ang view of reads ko . Akala ko ako lang magbabasa ng sarili kong gawa pero anjan kayo para magbasa , at sumuporta hanggang sa huli . Thank you very much ^_^

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Maria Lovely Mitchell P.O.V

Masaya naman kami . Wala naman problema at lalong hindi kami nagkatampuhan o nakasagutan as in walang away na nangyari sa pagitan namin pero isang araw nagpa-alam siya , uuwi ng Pilipinas . I didn't mind it coz I really feel that I can't also stop him and he also said that its just vacation but as you all know dito na sa Pinas tumira . Hindi lang basta tumira kundi nag-asawa pa , nang hindi ko alam at wala man lang clearing o closure sa pagitan namin .  Kung hindi mo pa mababasa sa newspaper o magazines at minsan na rin nabalita sa Tv ano yun ??

As a girl , ano ang ma fe-feel mo ? I just feel used , I didn't remember that I did wrong to him to do this to me . I didn't deserved this kind of heartache . I give him the love that can give of one girl friend but him he just left me , without any words . Paano naman ako ? I always ajusted for him to understand , I didn't act so strict for him not to feel that I controlled him and what he did is really going crazy . I didn't know how to recover for that fall down . He break my heart into million of peices .

Sinaktan na ako , pero andito ako sa Pinas para makita ulit siya . Pero hindi dahil gusto kung makipagbalikan kundi para tuluyan tuldukan ang relasyon na walang closure na nangyari , para wala ng mga issue na mapag-uusapan . May mga kani kanyang buhay na rin kami , siya sa asawa na ipinalit sa akin at ako sa taong gumamot sa sugat na iniwan niya at ang taong nagpasaya at nagpatibok ulit ng puso ko ng higit pa ng naramdaman ko kay Alexander . 

Kailangan nga naman talaga sa buhay ng tao para masaktan at matuto sa mga nakaraan . Akala ko noon I can't face today and tomorrow without him , I thought I could die without Alexander but I was wrong , I realized that before love someone or another you just have to learn how to love yourself . I really depend on Alexander and I give my whole life for him which is wrong . I hope I didn't love him that much so that I couldn't also hurt that much . But it all happen then life also goes on , thanks to Arthur who always there for me . 

Arthur is my saviour , my life and my forever , he is the one why I still one to live in this crazy world to be with him forever . Now , Alexander is part of my past that I wanted to forget and pretend not yet happens . I just wanted to go back to the normal be friends as before . I believe that we could be like that . I believe that ex lovers can be friends as long as everyone or each one has new life and the closure is their then frienship is rebuild and also I believe that if you can't be better as a couple or lover maybe the best relationship is to become friend . 

But in our case were lover before and I know that someone doesn't aggreed to me . Some of you will think that I just return for revenge or para mang-agaw at paghiwalayin sila . But not ,not really my intension . I'm here cause I accept the fact that were not the one who meant and we both deserved more than what we are before and now I found him and also she find his destiny . Maybe some can't understand me and some may think that I'm too good to be like this , the fact is this is me . All I want is peace and all of us to be happy . 

Arthur is a friend of Alexander , his pinoy also . We are now engage parental also , actually Arthur is not really that much attractive in my eyes , I always see Alexander before and I didn't notice that someone is loving me unconditionally and he also care about me so much , I didn't see it cause I was so busy loving Alexander who suddenly hurt me that much too . I was too fool not no see the one who truely loves me . And I just really amazed on how much time he waited for me to courted and finaly fall for him also . 2 years of being together with Alexander and very much time friendship with him , Alexander are friend since were kids . That long?  I just can't let that ruin and forget , I mean hindi siya ganun - ganun lang . Matibay kasi ang foundation ng frienship namin its just 2 years together sisirain lang ba yun ? Lintik kasing pag-ibig to , mga bata nga naman oo . Marahil nga'y naging mapusok lang kami nagpadalosdalos lang kami . Siguro nasanay lang akong nadyan palagi si Alexander para sa akin , at siya lang ang friend ko kaya sakanya ko nabuhos lahat ng attention at pagmamahal ko . Hindi na kasi ako natuto makipagsocial sa ibang tao . Kuntinto na kasi akong laging si Alex ang kasama at nadyan para sa akin . Hindi ko man lang nakita ang pagmamahal ng iba .