Its been almost 16 damn years you cannot decide to come back to us now that's not how this works daniel spat angerly at his ex lover as jonah stood his guard and didnt listen to a word the younger was saying
In which jonah and daniel were madly in l...
I sigh looking down at my hands where I had a cigaret in between my two fingers as the familiar thought of my little boy comes to mind I wish i never left that night its my biggest mistake I never got to see my baby again sfter that not even once i miss him so much and my ex husbsnd daniel ive never moved on ive been alone since i left my lover and young child behind. I miss my baby so fuking much I havent seen him or Dani for about...16 DAMN YEARS! and I cant stand that my little boy grew up without me there I mean he probably doesnt even know of me i mean the last time I saw him he was still in diapers and in two months he'll be 16. Every time I try to talk to daniel he throws some snarky comment at me or leaves me on read but their was one time about a year ago daniel agreed to face time me while we were talling a skinny brown haired boy walked into the room I didnt really get a good glimpse of the boy but I could just tell that he was beautiful at first I didnt know who the boy was until he gave daniel a hug and called him dad thats when i knew it was my baby boy once the boy was gone daniel looked back at me and said see that beautiful beautiful child that was just here yeah guess who it is the baby you left behind! And after that he hung up on me and I cried myself to sleep with the image of the brown haired boy. One day I went on every app i knew and looked up zach seavey/Zachary seavey/ and if i was lucky zach seavey marais until I found one instantly I messaged the instagram account
Messages
Jonah left zach right
Hey baby its me im your daddy Sent December 15 Seen December 16
I think you have the wrong person
No,no sweetheart I dont think i dont think i do your my little boy zachary Dean seavey marais
How do you know my name?!?
Because sweetheart like i said I'm your daddy I was there when you were born and I love u so so much
No I only have one dad Seen
After I texted my little boy on Instagram my heart was aching zach didnt know about me my oen child didnt know I even existed I needed to change that. My best friend corbyn was still really good friends with daniel to this day they still are so every once in awgile he would tell me stories sbout zach or sent me a picture or video of my young son but I havent gotten any lately. Every once in awhile I will message my boy even though i long to do so everyday. I didnt it every once and awhile and I just hope that he hasnt or wont tell daniel or anyone for that matter well i guess corbyns okay but how can he tell him corbyn lives with me states away from zach and daniel. Another time that i saw my baby he was about 14 or 13 and i was facetiming daniel after I blew up his phone with calls and texts until he answered when he did answer it was about a five minute call but I could see my little boy in daniels arms asleep but when I asked if he could lower the phone a little so i could see his face he snarkily told me that if I wanted to see him I should've been there with them instead of out doing god knows what and I felt the pang in my heart thats been there since I left worsen thats when he hung up. My phone dings and i look down at it seeing a notification from corbyn I quickly click it since he flew oit to see zach jack and daniel for a few days Me messages
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Seen by jo
Oh my goodness is that my baby boy?!?!
Yep
O my sksks he's so big
I know jo
Hes beautiful My new screen saver😊
Aww
When are u comeing home oh and PS can u send me more pics and vids of my zachy?
Lol yeah and a few days
Alright
Alright bye
End of texts
That very picture is still my lockscreen I miss my baby so damn much I need my zachy back i mean his whole life I wasnt their and I hate that I miss zach so much and I can bet that daniel has never even told zach about me probably not even once. I throw my cigaret down and stomp it out with my foot before sighing walking into my house going to my bedroom and pulling my shirt and pants off and lay in bed with only my boxers on . I decided that its ben so long since I messaged my boy so I messaged him a quick hi sweetheart and went to sleep but only to awake at 1 am from a message from my baby but I wish i never read it why do you keep texting me I don't know you and i dont know how you know me I only have one dad his name is daniel and my other dad died when i was younger I have no idea who you are and this is creepy sorry..is what the message read and i felt the hot tears roll down my cheeks daniel told our baby i was dead I
tried to message my baby back but he...blocked me the only connection i had with my little boy was now gone and I needed zach i felt like the only reason i was living right now is for zach that he needed me but now I don't know what to think he thinks im dead
