Never leave me (CLEXA) [hun/en] [DISCONTINUED]

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Clarke POV (english version of part 1)

I woke up just like every morning at 7:30 a.m.. I was sleep-deprived and tired. My nightmares don't let me sleep for a while now. Since my dad died I haven't slept without having a nightmare. Everyone said that it will get better I just have to give a chance for time to heal the wounds caused by the trauma, my dad died 7 years ago, but it still hurts like it happend just yesterday. When I finally drove these thoughts out of my head and got out of bed I changed into my dark gray jeans and light blue shirt. I went into the bathroom and combed my blonde hair then went in front of the mirror and looked up. Well... what should i say i looked horrible so i put on a little makeup. I was still looking shity, but somewhat better.

I headed to the kitchen to get my lifesaving coffee. I went downstairs then straight in the kitchen and I could immediately smell the coffee. I went to the source of the fragrance, but before I could make it to the lifesaving liquid my mom stepped in front of me.

I knew what was about to come the usual preching that I should move on, let my dad's death be just the past and how sorry she is about what she's done.
"Clarke we need to talk..." she started, but I didn't let her to continue it.
"No, mom! I know what you want to say, but I've had enough of it. I've had enough of you always pretending like nothing happened. Like everythings okay and like you don't feel anything, but I see right trough you. I see that you've broke down inside a very long time ago and you still feel guilty because you know he died just because of you! You betrayed him! And you pushed me away when I needed you the most, but you know what?! I don't need you anymore and you can stick your excuses and sorrys up in your ass 'cause it is not going to solve anything! You're burying yourself in your work and don't even want to loke at me because I remind you of him! "

I saw that she shocked I'm pretty sure she wasn't expecting this and maybe I went over a limit, but I didn't, care she had to hear it!

" Clarke... darling... I just wanted to say that my new co-worker Marcus and his daughter are going to visit tonight... They moved here only a few days ago and I would appreciate if you would guid his daughter in the city and at the university 'cause she could use a friend there. Could you do that? Please!" asked mom hoping.
"... Great,... now I have to be nice with the new girl. " I said, quiet, but angrily.
" Darling, please. Just give her a chance. You don't even know her yet. " said mom almost begging.
God I don't want to do this! But if this means that my mom leaves me alone... I'll do it.
" How long should I babysit her? " I asked with a sigh.
" This isn't babysitting and just until she findes her place here... at longest 2 months, if you won't star like each other." said mom.
"Okay, but, if she's really irritating I won't guarantee anything." I said, giving in. 2 months are not that long I guess I'll survive, but I would doubt that we are ever going to like each other... well I won't.
"Thank you, darling." said mom and pulled me into a hug. I pushed her away after few long seconds, because I was barely standing from tiredness.
"Okay, now let me to that coffee, 'cause I'm going to pass out and then I couldn't babysit her." I said, mom gave me a smile and let me to my coffee.
  After I drank my coffee I pulled my black leatherjacket on my light blue shirt the I swung my backpack on my back and I would've started going to my car to go to school, but my mom called after me.
"Darling... it's saturday." she said laughing.
"Oh, c'mon then I woke up this early for nothing." I said with a little laugh.

  I put down my backpack and went up in my room, but I don't wanted to fall back asleep what I also wondered. 

  After I figured that sleeping is not an option I decided to pain the view from my window. We lived near a lake which was surrounded by trees in a half moon form. I had a perfect view on it from my room.

  I looked at my watch and it was already 6:30 p.m.. When I painted the time always flew faster. The sound of the bell broke the silence and I remembered that the new girl and her dad are supposed to come over for diner.

  I went to my door to go and greet them, but I realized that I was in my pajama, I've change ino it like an hour ago 'cause it was more comfy this way. I quickly pulled my clothes off of me so I only had my underwear on me and I searched for some normal clothes when the door opened and I found two beautiful green eyes when I looked up. 
"Oh my God! I'm sorry! Abby said that I can come in." she said nervously while she turned away so she can't see me
"No problem, but pleas knock next time." I said as I started to dress up.  "And you don't have to turn away I'm not shy." I said smiling and emwhen I had my clothes on I grabbed her by her shoulder and turned her so she was facing me.

  I reacged my hand in her direction and smiled friendly at her. 
" My name is Clarke. Clarke Griffin. And you are?" I said and she looked into my eyes deep green met see blue and she shook my hand which made my whole body shake I don't know why.
"Lexa. Lexa Woods." she said with a smilr. Then she just stood in front of my door.
"You know, you can come in I don't bite... usually." I said, the last world in a funny, but also dangerous voice. She laughed at it and came in. I could swear that her laugh is the sweatest thing I've ever heard.

  She looked around in my room. Then her gaze stopped at the painting I just finished a few minutes ago pthe she looked back at me. 
"This is beautiful." she said with a smile on her face which made me do the same then she continued looking at my drawings. "Did you drew them all?" she asked.
"Yes, I love drawing." I answered with a bigger smile.
"Tell me about yourself." I said and jumped on my bed and pet the place next to me on my it gesturing for her to sit there and she did so.
"What do you want to know about me?" she asked with a dirty smile on her face.
"Everything! What's your favourite color? What are your hobbies? Which music do you like?" I asked a few questions.
"Well my favourit color is blue..." she started and looked into my eyes."... I love reading, boxing and playing on piano and of course running too. And I love every kind of music, but rock mysic is the best of all. Your turn!" she said, but we didn't break the eye contact.
"Well my favourite color is green. I love running, drawing, playing guitar and singing. My taste in music is the same as yours." I said smilingly.
"You can sing?" she asked.
"Yes, but I only sing in front of Raven and Octavua. They are my best friends." I answered.

  There was silence in the room for a time, but then Lexa opened her mouth to speak.
"I met your mom, but I haven't seen your dad, is he coming later?" she asked and a sad expression was showing on my face and she noticed it too i guess.
"I'm sorry. I didn't wan-Sajnálom." she started, but I cut her off fightin my tears back.
"It's okay just... Can we talk about something else?" I asked.
"Of course." she said in an understanding voice.

TheRedWolf_8: And I'm finally back. Part two is coming today English translation tomorrow. Thanks for reading.