"let him go"
"you know he's gonna
turn on you again."
"block the shit out of his toxic ass"
you think it's easy?
he's left enough of
an imprint in my life
one of the reasons
i'm still breathing.
how can you think
it's so easy
when you've never
been in my shoes?
i know you're just
trying to help me,
but how would you know
if I don't even know
how to help myself?
if you're out there
please forgive anything
i'm doing to you,
it's hurting myself
inside too.
to be honest,
you probably don't
care about me.
you probably won't
see this.
you have people
who treat you better,
who know you better
than I ever will.
i'm just a blip,
in your social life,
someone you might not
see again.
i'm sorry
if you wanted to
mend some bridges,
rebecome what we were
before,
it isn't true friendship
if I can't trust you
to keep my secrets.
i really wanted to though
and i guess i still want to
but know if we do
i might never lean on you
as heavily as i did
before.
i wish this entire ordeal
had never happened
i regret many things
right now
and will probably regret
more in the future
i hope you aren't
going to be part of them.
wow it's been a long time since i've posted, and a lot is going on, as y'all can probably see from the poem... if you're reading this, (by you, i mean the subject of this poem) i'm sorry and also....
*slurp*
YOU ARE READING
~ Poetry ~
PoesiaJust a few poems. I'll write as much as possible. Some sad, some thoughtful. Okay mostly sad. Fun fact: Monster's Cage and Saviour were written for class.
