i hide it away
knowing it's wrong
i'm scared of the glares
the sideways glances
people walking away
my pride in pieces
i can never say it
i'd become the social pariah
off the radar.
i know it's wrong
i don't want it either
i wish i could just live
normally
without it.
without it plaguing me
bringing me down.
this isn't me
i just want it to
leave me alone
so i can smile
without strings for once.
i know only time can fix it
i can't say anything
there's too much risk
of it all falling apart.
no one would believe me anyway.
i know it shows to the
people around me
and yet
only one person knows.
i feel like it's too obvious
but no one wants to
connect the dots
or assume the worst.
they keep me sane.
thank you
for not noticing.
as;ldjfal;skj dying inside what is wrong with me i don't want this let me go gtfo bye
YOU ARE READING
~ Poetry ~
PoetryJust a few poems. I'll write as much as possible. Some sad, some thoughtful. Okay mostly sad. Fun fact: Monster's Cage and Saviour were written for class.
