it's been 3 days and i've spent every day trying to avoid zion, but it seems if i turn one way there just a dead end waiting for me. brandon and i have decided to stay friends until we are ready to date or until i fully get over zion, which all of us know if that's ever going to happen. this morning i woke up to tori jumping on my bed telling me to get up "my love it's time to wake up" she said as she said it i feel her besides me "what time is it" i asked turning on to my back, me and tori went out last night and i was still feeling the raft of the vodka shots and other alcoholic beverages "10: 30 and me you lily and nick have plans" she said and looked over at tori still in bed on my mother's ipad but i heard nick talking down stairs "who is nick talking to" i asked and she stayed quite walking in to my closet "tori" i said and waited for a response but all i felt was my cloths fall by my feet "get dressed me and nick will be down stairs waiting" she walked out and shut the door behind her . i looked at my outfit in confusion. who was down stairs "lily" i whispers as she was in bed with head phones in "lil" i said and she looked up and smiled "go see who's down stairs" i said she nodded and walked out of the room closing the door behind her.
as she goes down i set outfit tori picked out on a hanger and walk in to the bath room. i strip off my cloths and get in to the shower cleaning every inch of my body, feeling the hangover almost cure it self. i hear the bathroom door open and lily slips her head in "zion" she said i rolled my eyes and said thank you and hear the door shut. i finished my shower. i got out and through on my towel around my body and a different towel around my wet dark brown hair, i look in the mirror and open the make up remover wipes and swiped it over my eyes removing the raccoon eyes out of sight, i make circle moves with the wipe around my lips removing the left over lipstick that stuck to my lips. i threw the once clean wet make up remover in the garbage then i took two Advil to get ride of the rest of the headache and after i spilled the water back in rhe sink and walked out of the bath room.
i went to my dresser grabbing a pair underwear and changed in to them i threw on my favorite bra and soon got dressed in to the outfit tori set for me.
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i unplugged my phone from the charger that hung from the wall, i made my bed and went on my phone and put on my apple music putting on "imagine" by ariana grande i sang along as her sweet voice rang through the bath room walls, melting away the stress i was gonna feel later.
i applied the old used up mascara across my eye lashes watching them grow, i applied my chap stick and added a little concealer on a pimple that magically appeared. i took my hair out of the towel and brushed it out and added some moose curling jell in it. i made some last minute touches before heading out back in to my bed room, i grabbed my small black little bag and put on lily black vans, i spayed in my perfume from pink i paused the music and walked down stairs and saw lily sitting on the kitchen chair as zion spoke. his voice left butterflies in my stomach, i can imagine his smile in of my head and i held back the tears by sucking in my cheeks "and here she is" nick says clapping as i knew i took my time to get ready to pray this moment won't happen. i smile and hug tori and nick hello as i grabbed two water in the fridge and shoved one in my bag "ready" tori asked and i nodded lily put her head phones in the jar by the back door and put on her checkerboard vans and headed out the door with us, i lock the door and walked down the stairs to nick car.
where were we headed? "six flags here we come" zion said making us laugh, well most of us.
it was a thing for us to go to six flags every month, it became a sometimes thing we do and now a tradition we do at the end of every month.
me and nick took the front seats since we would switch drivers in the middle of the ride, since tori and zion drove the last time we went. lily had music control and zion had holding of the passes control. tori had lily watching control as we went in to the deli grabbing snacks for the drive and a coffee for me and tori "thank you" i said as zion paid and we walked out "i'm sorry" he said and i nodded and gave him a side hug, i can't be mad at him when we go to six flags don't wanna be a Debby downer. we head in the car and i hand tori her dunkin coffee "thanks and you two are friends" she smiles i nod as nick and zion get in the car, i face forward as i feel two hands wrap around my shoulder i smile and place my hands on zion hands "i missed you" he said as he message my shoulders, i smile and grab his hand interlocking it with my i kiss his knuckle.
we arrive to six flags with me driving, no one really likes my driving but they've learned to lived with it and understand that i'm only 4'11 and i can barley reach the pedals. zion grabs my hands and i hold on tight to lily as we walk in to the park "nicholas a bug" i say as i see a bumble bee by his ear he screams making lily jump i laugh as he starts to square up to fight it "oh nah this dude about to fight a fucking bug" tori says as he starts to throw punches i hear lily start to laugh as zion joins in to nick actions "this is a actually thing going on right now" lily says i laugh and watch nick and zion swing at nothing but air "don't hurt my bestfriend" i hear zion say "don't hurt my baby girl, or nick baby girl" he yells. i stop listening when i hear 'my baby girl'
zion calling me his baby girl is something that i thought can only happen in my dreams, this was a day that i can only dream of, but as much as i loved hearing the word fall from zion mouth so gracefully why would he call my his 'baby girl'
what does it mean to zion? why is he calling me this? DOES HE LIKE ME?
question after question roamed my head as if i was ask.com
but sadly my thoughts were stopped as i felt tori slap my arm as she was laughing and realty set in.
we were watching and nick looking for more bugs to fight and lily was putting her hair up like she was getting ready to fight the next one "can we go inside now" i laugh and they nod and i grab lily hand walking inside.
