My Little Black Joy

Chapter10

My new babe was in NY , faster than I expected , he kept ringing me up . He settled down as fast as he could just so he see me .
I was shy as I was on the first day I saw him . He kissed me passionately and he removed my dress slowly before he laid me down on the bed at this apartment and made love to me .He kissed my body , sucked my breasts so passionately, he fingered my vagina as he sucked on me,he knew it turned me on he kissed my vagina lips and licked around my clit a little before he inserted his throbbing hardness inside me . He had missed it I knew , he took his time thrusting back and forth increasing the tempo as he went .
He missed the feeling he got when he was inside me.
"You're so tight and so sweet ". He loved it that my coochie was so tight and very juicy and warm .
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I thought of babe more often than the new guy because he called me more often , the new guy was becoming jealous of him .
He threatened to change my phone and everything about my communication with people if I couldn't get babe to stop calling.

But babe never stopped calling , my new guy changed my number and communication handles but babe wasnt taking no for an answer . He had moved to  NY , he chilled at my work place whenever he closed from work . He smiled at me whenever I brought him his favourite chocolate and raspberry smoothie . He waited for my shift to be over so he could drive me around before dropping me off at my place . My new boyfriend found out babe was chilling at my work place more often , so he started chilling there too . He knew babe long before I did but no guy friend or family was going to take me away from him. His jealousy was growing a whole lot . I couldn't do anything than stay confused . They're were days I just wanted to end my new relationship but my new boyfriend was not having it  he threatened to kill me like he had always done . One night back when we hadn't travelled abroad , we were at his place and we got into a disagreement , he got out a knife , he wanted to stab me but I promised to stay , so he didn't . I was afraid of him after day . Babe didn't understand , he was the reason all this happened . If he hadn't given me the cold shoulder , I wouldn't have found solace in another mans arms. 

"Hey" babe said , he was lucky to catch me without my new boyfriend .
"I miss you , I want you back"

"I'm sorry . He's gonna kill me if I leave him. He tried stabbing me before " I said before I walked away
"Babe " he shouted
"Leave her alone " my new boyfriend barked.
"You lost your good woman to me . "

"Once mine , always mine" babe said before he left .

I never imagined babe as helpless romantic and I never knew he loved me to the this point . Time wasn't favourable to us when he was mine .   I didn't want two friends to fight because of me . So I told babe to leave me alone but he never wanted to .

I prayed to God but he knew that I had all the strength and weapons to fight this battle I got myself into . The battle of love . He wanted me to see how beautiful I was that two men I could die for or so I thought could die for me .  He had revealed a vision to me at the beginning  before this time and now it was coming to pass . It was my time to choose .
But choosing was not the issue , both of them ,were all responsible good men , who money wasn't a problem for . They could give me everything I will need for a thousand years ( by God's grace) without stress but I didn't know who I wanted or maybe my mind was just messing with me .

I tried to lose interest in choosing between the two men by focusing on the the conclusion and publication of my newest books . My parents called more often than they did before , my dad was running for a senatorial position , I felt it in my guts that he was going to win it . We've waited for this , my two siblings had relocated to Europe , my mums brother had helped them sort out their stuff over there .

I detested elections , they were the main cause of a lot of dirty fights which sometimes had to with losing life .

With all the recent happenings in my life I started feeling lonely , Taylor was in Paris with James on a getaway trip , my sister was in Miami , my best friend was in UK. The only people around me were the two men fighting for my hand .

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