i love him // E.G.D

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Kyla

I found my laptop closed as i run downstairs "did her come back last night" i say "no not after yesterday" hannah said "oh yeah that was me" grayson said with his mouth full of toast "phew" i sigh "but was it true" he asks as i shrug "what" i say "you told him to not let a girl change him" he sighs "yes i did we went out one time and he opened the door for me and i told him to never let a girl change him" i say as i slump on the couch "wise" he says as hannah nods as we hear a car pull up "im out" i say running to the garage "i know her car is here so where is she" ethan yells "look shes not here you have a girlfriend" grayson sighs "ok and she was my first love and i still love her" a tear rolled down my eye "well you have a girlfriend so dont tell me you love kyla" grayson hisses as ethan walks off and drives away "he loves me pathetic" i hiss as i turn on my phine walking back to the couch as my phone gets a message

Just come back home i chuckled

Go with your girlfriend i press send and turn off my phone "he changed so much" hannah sighs "i like the ethan that was whipped for you" she continues as i nod "so do i but i cant have him sooo" i sat starting to whistle "what now" she sighs "oh nothing" i smirk "im going to the club tonight" i giggle.

"In the mean time im going to sleep the pain away even though its 11" i smile walking up to my room and fall on my bed. I woke up every now and then for snack but eventually it was 10.

I drove to the club and sat at the bar "one vodka" i smile as the guys grabs a cup and fulls it up with vodka as a guy sits next to me "one wa-" he stops wehn i look at him- ethan. As i down my drink i order another and look at him as he sips his water "hey your the reason why im here stop looking waiteress guy" i slur to him after ive drinken 5 drinks. "Your the reason why im so fucked up" i hiss as he sips he water swirling the ice in his cup around as this guy walks up to me "hey cutie" he says putting his arm around me as ethan clenches his jaw, i kiss the guy as he kisses back "hmm vodka" he smirks as i nod "sexy" he whispers biting my earlobe as ethans grip on his cup tightens as i oush him away "i have a boyfriend" i lie "ok and" he asks "go away now thanks maybe later i hiss as he walks off and i order another drink, ethans eyes never left me "what are you even doing here wheres your girlfriend" i scoff as he chuckles and shakes his head and shrugs "you" he smiles and drinks his glass of water looking at all the girls "me what" i lean foward to intimidate him "not working" he chuckles.

After a few hours i could feel hands grip me and carry me somewhere "hey dont do that" i say as we arrive in my car "who are you" i slur looking at a blurry ethan as we arrive to a blurry house.

We enter the house and i open my eyes properly to see ethan and grayson"WHY ARE YOU WITH HER" Grayson yelled "SHE WAS AT THE BAR" he yelled back "dad" i slur starting to cry as i get carried to my bed and i hear yelling from downstairs  "WHY WERE YOU EVEN AT THE FUCKING BAR" "IM ALOUD FOR FUCK SAKES" "WELL SHES FUCKING HURT AND ITS YOUR FAULT SHE EVEN WRITES ABOUT HOW WHIPPED SHE WAS BECAUSE SHE CARED" "WELL IM SORRY MY FEELINGS ARENT THE SAME" "YOUR LIEING ETHAN" He yells and walks to his car as i hear him drive off and i hear grayson entering the room.

"I know your drunk but are you ok" he asks "no im fucking not i love him and hes the reason why this drinking problem happened soon enougg everything i have is going to go downhill" i slur "well he loves you" he says as i shake my head "did he bute the inside of his lip" i ask as grayson shakes his head "i still dont believe him" i cry sitting up as grayson hugs me "its alright" he sats as i cry into his shoulder half drunk

"its never alright" i sigh as i let go of him.