without you.

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this one is dedicated to my friend who wants nothing to do with me but I still love her anyway, because without her I would have no purpose 💖
So if you're reading this Lynniya, which I doubt, but if you are, then I love you and I'm super super sorry 💗
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Why isn't she back yet? What if something has happened to her? What if she just decided not to come back?!

Anthony ran a hand through his hair, eyes closed tightly.

She said she'd be back today...she promised...she promised...fuck.

Jasmine and Anthony had been fighting a lot recently- a lot more than usual. So Jasmine had left him for a while, to clear her head, she had said.

She'd left food for him in the fridge- and one of her sweatshirts. Anthony held it tightly every night, pretending she was there. He kept trying to tell himself he was fine without her, but he wasn't.

Without you, I'm not okay.

He would hide the sweatshirt in the back of the cupboard and pretend that it didn't exist, and every night he would cave in and hug it tightly, crying his eyes out. He wanted her back so much.

Without you, I cry every night.

Then, one day, he got a text from Jasmine, saying "I'll be back on the 21st. No sooner, no later. Make sure the house is in good shape, or I'm cutting your dick off and feeding it to Nala."

Anthony had laughed at the comment about the house, but he had cried over the thought that she would finally be back to him, and to Nala, their dog.

Without you, I can't laugh.

On the day that Jasmine was supposed to be back, Anthony had made sure that the house was perfect- as much as he loved Jasmine with all his heart, he didn't want a severed penis.

Nala was sat on her doggy bed quietly chewing a biscuit. She seemed to know that something big was going on, and didn't want to ruin anything.

Anthony had made sure that he looked his best, and was sat on the sofa, biting his lip and checking his phone for any updates. He suddenly got an Instagram update- from Jasmine. He hurriedly clicked on it, and was met with a picture of Jasmine, smiling and holding a Starbucks cup filled with her favourite drink.

The caption read 'Stopping off at Starbucks before I go back home to Babeee 💗💗'.

Anthony smiled at the picture, then realised that something was different about her. That's when he realised it.

Her hair!

Jasmine had cut her hair, almost into a bob. It was unusual, yes, but it suited her quite well. Anthony sighed, staring at the picture, and trying to work out which Starbucks she was in and how far away it was from their home.

Then Anthony realised something- the Starbucks she was in was just a few minutes away. He began to get excited.

God, she's so close...she won't be long now...

He turned off his phone and stared at the wall, his heart thumping in his chest, every beat dancing to the rhythm of Jasmine's name...

Without you, my heart knows no bounds.

Creak.

The Door opened.

Anthony snapped out of his daydream, and stood up immediately, looking at the door.

Jasmine walked in, head down, tugging her suitcase along behind her. She closed the front door, then turned to face Anthony. She stared at him blankly for a few seconds, then her face slowly softened. "...Hi." She whispered, only just loud enough for him to hear.

"...Hey," Anthony managed to choke out. Jasmine looked amazing- her new hair was perfect, her low cut shirt showing just the right amount of skin not to be considered slutty, and her makeup was flawless; but her face was distraught when she laid eyes on him.

"I...I missed you." Jasmine murmured, lips pressed together. She glanced at the wall.

"Yeah...me too.." Anthony admitted, looking at his feet.

S i l e n c e .

Without you, I have nothing to say.

Jasmine slowly looked at his face, and Anthony did the same. Her dark brown eyes met his hazel ones, and they both finally gave in. Anthony dashed over to her and Jasmine dropped her suitcase. He picked her up off the ground with one swift movement and kissed her passionately. Jasmine kissed him back, tears rolling down her cheeks.

They kissed each other for a long time, then when they finally pulled apart Jasmine whispered "I'm sorry..."

"For what?" Anthony asked breathlessly, gently lowering her down.

"Leaving you for so long...you didn't deserve it..."

"Yes, I did...I said some really shitty things to you, Jasmine...in the period that we were arguing so much..."

Jasmine chuckled and wiped her cheeks. "Well...I wasn't exactly friendly to you either, babe...but still...I should never have walked out on you...or Nala...never again..."

"Do- Do you promise?"

Jasmine looked up into his eyes. "I promise. Do you promise to never leave me either...?"

"I do."

Jasmine smiled, then leaned up and kissed him again, arms locked around his body protectively but lovingly.

But when I'm with you, I can do anything.

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