Finding You

Chaper two: Park

"Mom please don't do this to me," I cried to her. At this point, I was sobbing loudly, but she could care less. She stared at the wall waiting for Autumn to come back and confirm his place at the metal institution.
"Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom," I kept calling her hoping she would at least look at me one more time.
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT PARK!" she screamed in my face.
"Momma I love you and it won't happen again please please please don't send me," I placed my head into my hands.
"Park you have to go it's the only way to make you a normal son," she replied vaguely. 

So I'm not her son. Her picture perfect baby boy that she's so very very proud of. I never was to her I was just her big problem, and to get what she wanted she needed to push me to this point to fix my problem. She wanted this to happen she always did. She was just waiting for the perfect moment to send me away. To ship me off for months and "fix my problem" and "make me normal". Does she ever think about the fact I'm like this might be her fault. Does she ever think that she did this to me. I don't know who my dad is! I don't know if I have anyone else out there who could've possibly fixed me by taking me away from her! She wants picture perfect single mother award, when she isn't going to get it. Autumn stepped back inside the antechamber. 

"The call has been made he can be taken immediately," she said blandly turning and darting back in the opposite direction.
"Come on Park, let's go," my mom went to grab my hand, but I jumped up and ran out the door. Sprinting straight for the main road.
"PARK!" my mom hollered behind for me. Two police officer got me right before I got in the road. I screamed.
"Let me go! I wanna die! Let me go!," I screamed and kicked. My mom stood by the door in shock now finally in tears. I screamed and squirmed in the officers arms again.
"I WANNA DIE! LET ME GO!," I screamed louder. They took me to the car and placed me in the back seat. They made my mom lock the doors immediately so I couldn't jump back out the car.
"Park...," my mom said shakily.
"What the hell do you want?" I asked her.
"I'm sorry I have to do this to you, and after seeing what you did back there this is probably best," she said taunting me.
"This isn't for the best it's for you!" I screamed and threw my arms up into the air frantically, "This is all for you! You want the perfect little boy so you're sending me away for two months to rot in a room!"
"Park Alexander don't talk to me that way," she said now impatiently
"I don't give two fucks about how I talk to you," I scolded her.
"PARK!" She screamed busting out into sobs. We were only 30 minutes away from the hospital now.
"Oh so now you actually give a shit!" I shoved into her nose.
"Hopefully this whole thing teaches you morals, and how to learn to appreciate the people you love," she said drying her tears. 

I shut down. She was ready to let me go, and she knew the fact of that would shut me up. Please someone help me! I anxiously thought as we got closer and closer. Then we pulled up in front of a scary looking building. It was dark and muggy outside which made the exterior look worse. I can't believe she was sending me here! This isn't going to fix anything! I'm a depressed thirteen-year old who just wants to be left alone! I started to cry silently as she pulled into the narrow parking sport. 

"Get out of the car park," she demanded, "we're not doing this again." I stepped out of the car slowly and gently shut the door.

 We walked into the door and doctors swarmed me and my mother. I immediately jetted for the door once again, but only this time doctor caught me and strapped me to a stretcher. I wouldn't stop screaming. They eventually taped my mouth shut and put my restraints tighter than they were. The stuck a need in my arm to hook up to the IV machine....I began to cry. My mother talked to a doctor and then walked out the door with no remorse for me. They began to drug me and then my body went numb. I couldn't hear anything anymore. All I could feel were the tears falling down my pale white face, and see the bright light flashing above me. Then suddenly it was all pitch black....
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To be continued...