I'm Fine, Really.

Dominic Harrison

kinda shitty filler chapter OwO

dallon point of view

one week later

Being tubed and watched very closely for the next two days caused me to gain two pounds somehow. I'm pissed. I don't know how that happened. 

Brendon says he is proud of me and so does Sarah, but I have literally no intent of recovering. I liked seeing the look on Brendon's face when he saw I had gained weight.

He's probably glad that he is the thin one now. 

A new patient arrived today. His name is Dominic Harrison and he has a shit ton of energy, Pete says he's here for ADHD. I can definitely believe that. 

"Dallon, what do you think of Dominic?" Sarah asks me as we watch the lanky boy look around the cafeteria, his leg bouncing up and down. 

"I dunno. He seems... Energetic?" I shrug. Brendon got caught sneaking a spork out and flipped his shit so he got taken away. "How about you introduce yourself to him? He looks like he could use a friend." Why is she treating me like a child? 

"Um okay." She smiles and I stand up, walking slowly over to the boy. 

"H-hi I'm Dallon." His head snaps up and he smiles at me, holding out a hand. "I'm Dominic!" He has a thick northern accent and his hair sticks out in all different directions. I look back at Sarah and shake his hand, he almost rips my hand off. "Fuck your hand is cold! You need some meat on your bones mate, here, have this." He holds out a cookie and I blush. 

"Oh, thanks I guess. Would you want to sit with me and Sarah?" I ask, not knowing what to do. "Sure! Wait, isn't she a nurse?" "She's really cool, don't worry." He stands and we walk over to the table, he sits down and roughly sets his tray down. 

He looks around the cafeteria in wonder. "Wow, this is way nicer than my last institution." I raise my eyebrow, giving Sarah a look that says 'why the fuck did I bring him here?' 

The boy keeps talking when we don't say anything. "I got kicked out because I kept breaking everything. I didn't mean to, I was just trying to party, the place was so dull man. Kept putting me in a straight jacket." Sarah bites her nails and I nod along, not knowing what to say. 

"What are you in here for?" He asks, finishing his food. "Um-I-" "I'm not sure if Dallon wants to talk about that right now." Sarah says as I fidget with my sleeves. "Oh, sorry!" He blushes and smiles. He seems super friendly, just overwhelming. 

I try to get to know him, half using him as an advantage to not eat. If I'm talking, I can't eat. Even though he is doing most of the talking, it would be impolite to eat while trying to listen, right?

"Dallon, finish your food." Sarah says, pushing my tray towards me. "I'm not very hungry. I feel kinda nauseous." I need to get better at lying. I've been doing it for so many years, you would think I'd have gotten better, but I haven't. I guess it's easier to lie to stupid people who don't even know me. 

"I'll get you a shake then." She stands, giving me a look and taking my tray. Dominic gives me a strange look but I change the subject quickly. "So what was your last institution like?" He thinks for a bit, moving to sit criss cross on the uncomfortable bench. 

"Shitty. They put me on so many pills but I never took 'em. They don't know fuckin' anything." I nod, cringing when Sarah sets the drink in front of me. 

I really don't think I can drink it. I can't bring myself to take in any calories. 

"I-I can't." I say, chewing on my sleeve. "Dallon, I'm not letting you go until you drink it." I shake my head, standing up. 

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't!" I say, my throat starting to sting. "Dallon-" Dominic cuts her off by hugging me. "He doesn't want to drink it! Leave him be!" He says, holding me tight. I feel like I'm suffocating and wish Brendon was here, but the gesture is nice. 

"Okay fine. You have to eat dinner though. Dominic, let him go." I nod and he lets me go. "Thanks." I whisper, he grins at me. 

I'm so stupid. 

I'm never going to be happy. 

Fuck

uwu i put yungblud in this because he's my new obsession i hope yall dont mind

i'm making him like the cute ass ball of energy he is i love him aH

i dont even know if you can get institutionalized because of adhd but just go with it i dont want to do any research

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