A Broken Angel - a Lisa Cimorelli story

Say Goodbye

CHRISTINA:

"Sorry Lauren but someone had to tell them"

Which was true ,mom and Noah had to know they are the 2 people lisa loves the most at the moment.

"I don't understand what you are telling me Christina " my mom told me.

"What I'm saying is that Lisa needs help as she has been cutting herself ad I have only just found out so don't ask me why , that's something you have to ask her when she wakes up"

"Why didn't you say anything about it Christina, we could have helped" she sat sobbing.

"Mom I just told you I only just found out from Lauren and I'm telling you now"

I looked over to Lauren and waited for her to explain to mom what she knew but she just stood there still and said " I don't know what to say , I'm sorry"

I glanced over to Noah as he stood next to lisa stroking her hair and asked "why, I would've helped".

I walked over to him and patted him on the shoulder and said " she will be okay , she just needs a little help"

He pulled away and shouted,

"no Christina i should have been there I'm supposed to look after her , make sure nobody causes pain to her and I didn't even see that she was doing it to herself "

"Noah it is not your fault ,lisa did this to herself and she will need help but we have to be there to help her and make sure she doesn't do this to herself again"

He began crying and buried his face into his hands, I quickly hugged him telling him to stay positive, but in my mind I was terrified that I could lose my sister because of this.

He quickly lifted his head up and wiped away his tears and said " great , I look like such an idiot or crying "

"No you don't , only a real man cries" I said back to him.

My mom was still in shock about what lisa had been doing to herself and said " I need to talk to the doctor , Ill be back soon, Chris look after everyone"

"Mom, lisa will be awake soon can't the doctor wait"

She didn't listen to me and wondered off into the corridor.

Time passed and Lauren and i sat reading a magazine whilst Noah fixed his eyes on Lisa's closed eyes waiting for them to open.

"Look at this chris haha" Lauren said to me whilst showing a article in a magazine. I was distracted and wasn't aware when Lisa's hand began to move, until Noah shouted for a doctor.

"Why are you shouting" i asked him.

" Chris, she's waking up finally ,look her hand is moving "

I dropped my magazine and rushed to Lisa's side

" thank god you are awake lisa, listen we are gonna help you okay you will not be alone anymore I promise".

She looked at me with a blank expression it was like she had no clue as to who I was.