indescribable feelings

dead inside.

poem four:-

"you're always upset," is what they told me,
they never cared enough to ask about me,

they walked away and left me all alone,
i waited and waited while staring at my phone,

"they care about you," is what i thought,
but this isn't what their actions showed,

days passed by and my heart turned cold,
until it was as hard as a stone,
and until i didn't care anymore,

they killed the only thing that was left,
the only thing that made me feel,
looking down with tears in my eyes, i said,
"this will never ever heal,"
my heart was broken into a million pieces,
and now i'm finally dead inside,

my heart that was once too soft,
has now turned cold,
it was now as hard as a rock,
it was as dark as coal.