indescribable feelings

i'm not okay.

poem seven:-

you pick up your phone and ask me if I'm okay,
you wanna know the answer?

i told you i'm fine and you believed me,
i'm smiling but on the inside i'm screaming,
i told you i'm fine but my tears are streaming,
i'm in pain, can't you see it?

oh, wait, how would you see?
you only asked me through a screen,
you asked, "are you sure?" and i agreed,
you never visited or called me...

i cried so much i couldn't breathe,
my voice was gone i couldn't scream,
my heart was broken i couldn't feel,
you smiled while i drowned in my own tears...