how did i hate you? ; nalu

chapter four

I felt his tears tear into sniffles and he soon stopped crying,

She came back...

I heard him say before completely going silent, I soon fell asleep from his warmth,

Natsu's POV

I woke up trying to adjust to the bright ass sun, I groaned but shut myself up as I felt something next to me stopping me from standing up, wiping my eyes, had I been crying last night?

I shrugged shocked that Lucy was hugging me her head tucked in my chest, I turned pink not knowing how we ended up like this, not that I didn't like it...

The weird thought was shaken out of my mind when I felt her move around a bit squinting her eyes even further closed, she frowned a bit opening her eyes for a second, I didn't even realise how close we were, considering we were hugging,

She turned bright red realising I was awake and pushing herself off me,

Sorry..

She mumbled yawning and getting out the bed quickly,

I laughed a bit,

How'd that happen?

Your fault, crybaby..

My eyes widened at her words, I cursed under my breathe realising it had happened again last night,

Damn this girl was rude,

I flicked the bed cover off me standing up and leaving the room, I guess some things never change..

Lucy's POV

I wanted to take back everything I had said, it was so rude of me considering I knew he was having a bad dream last night,

I didn't know how he knew what I was talking about when I said 'crybaby' maybe this happens often,

I regretted it all even though maybe he's used to it considering 'we hate each other'. I sighed grabbing my phone multiple messages from Sting appeared and at the same times new ones were coming in at the second,

I peered around the corner of the slightly open door Natsu had left open standing up and completely shutting it, I knew he didn't want me to see the messages but I had to, all the previous ones from yesterday were gone since I deleted them but new ones began appearing,

I took a deep breath opening his contact, I scrolled right through to the top,

Sting

Damn you, Lucy, staying with that freak show

No actually let me reword it

You're the freak show just staying at his house

And to think I thought you hated the kid?

DO YOU?

ANSWER ME HEARTFILIA

DAMN, I WISH USE WHOEVER KILLED YOUR MUM KILLED YOU TOO!

Thank god you're dad's dead too, you have no one, absolutely no one.

The words pierced through my heart like a knife, I fell back onto the door tears running down my face my hand on my mouth trying to keep my sniffles to a low,

I cried out falling to my knees, maybe he's right, maybe I should've died with my mum. Actually no, maybe the killer should've just killed me not her if only I had been there when it happened. I banged my hand against the door hitting my head at the same time, I didn't care it hurt too much,