how did i hate you? ; nalu

chapter thirteen

Natsu stared out the window of his room looking at something, I walked over to the window looking outside. I gasped seeing myself walking around holding boxes as if I were moving in.

I looked at Natsu not knowing why he was staring.

She came back...

I opened my eyes suddenly sitting up and turning on the light, my eyes squinting from the light. The visions seemed to just get worse and worse, but none of them made much sense to me.

I still didn't say anything about wanting my memories back all this pain and suffering. Did I really want to remember that?

I looked over at my phone as I heard a few bings, I picked it up my eyes widening reading the contact 'Sting'. I gulped swiping up,

Sting:

So you didn't die, did you? I was told you might have forgotten some shit I don't know, don't care, but If you forgot me I'll put you through EVERYTHING you went through before. Let's hope this time it pushes you over the edge.

I wiped my glossy eyes, the text implanted in my head, the words, every single one.

I dropped my phone hearing it drop on the ground with a cracking sound, my hands fell to my side as I looked at the wall.

Nothing, I didn't feel anything. I couldn't let myself be hurt over this cruel man, I took a few deep breathes, my expression was bland. As I lay back down my eyes wide open just staring at the roof,

I won't feel. Never again, I won't let myself be hurt ever again.

My eyes shut as I tried ignoring all the thoughts that began coming out of nowhere. I cursed trying my hardest to ignore all the words, random memories I had forgotten about Sting began filling my head.

Visions of my vulnerable self trying to hold back tears, on the ground curled in a ball hearing his screams. I didn't do anything, just sat there crying.

Weakling. Both me and Sting said in sync as the memories continued.

My eyes shot open as I heard a thud with a slight creak, the door opened I sat up looking in the shadows. A familiar ivory headed girl appeared, Lisanna, with a grim expression as she walked up to me staring at the ground mumbling something.

Speak up, won't you? I snapped, I covered my mouth slightly, why would I say that?

I said I'll kill you.