how did i hate you? ; nalu

chapter eighteen

I couldn't control my own body, it felt like the strongest force was pulling me down. I cried in fear my entire body being pressed against the ground that didn't even seem to exist. Where was the sky, where was the ground?

It was pitch black, I saw nothing.

I screamed I couldn't handle it, was I dead? N-no I couldn't die.. I couldn't be dead.

I banged my hands against the 'ground' feeling nothing, I clasped my hands on my mouth realising there was nothing, absolutely nothing. What if I had to stay here forever.

No one.

I shot my head back more memories showing up, it hurt so bad.

These whispers in my head wouldn't stop, would they ever?

I jumped in shock hearing a humming sound come from behind me. (Play I love you -- Alex and Sierra [recommended])

I fell in love with a beautiful girl
She still takes my breath away
I fell in love in the morning sun
While the hours slipped awaySometimes when I hear your name
A smile creeps on my face
And for reason, I can't explain
It's never out of place

'Cause I love you
More than you think I do
And I love you
Now you don't want me to
'Cause I love you
More than you think I do
And I love you
Now you don't want me to

His salmon hair shining as he sang to the young pink haired girl.

I fell in love with a beautiful boy
And he still takes my breath away
When you left, it was the end of my world
'Cause I'm never proud to say

That I love you
More than you think I do
And I love you
Now you don't want me to
'Cause I love you
More than you think I do
And I love you
Now you don't want me to

She sang back, a few tears falling from her eyes.

I touched my face feeling the same tears drop from my eyes.

As the vision disappeared a new one appeared in its place. The young girl jumped up and down showing what looked like Natsu a key. Natsu smiled softly trying to avoid eye contact with the key. It was the Aquarius key, she said something although I heard none of it. These visions are only visions, no voices or sounds, only when they sang.

I gasped the scenery seemed to change once more, the same young pink-haired girl. Although she looked slightly older than before.

(Breadcrumbs -- Jacob Lee)

Mum and Dad
Did you ever search for me?
I swear when they think I'm asleep
I hear you on their tv screens
Keep calling out my name
cause it helps me see your face

The small girl continued humming the tune, this was my own favourite song as a child. From what memories I had, I sang this all the time ever since I saw my two stars. At least I said they were 'mine' but I always had a feeling maybe one day someone extremely special to me could have one of my stars.

The young girl stood up walking over to a picture frame. She held it in her hand flipping it over and undoing the clasps. I stared in shock seeing the same necklace around my neck at this moment was hidden behind the photo. She flipped the picture frame back over, I walked forward trying to get a better look at the photo, but before I could everything around me disappeared.

I looked around, I could see faded rays on the 'ground' as I looked straight up my eyes widened as I took in the view. I immediately found my stars. One bright golden the other salmon, both right beside one another I readjusted my vision blinking a couple of times shocked at what I could see. Right in the centre of the stars was a smaller one, salmon pink just as the other one just smaller, it had a small ring of golden surrounding it.

I looked back down a smile on my face, I turned around knowing I could sense something behind me.

This time I heard voices, not the horrible ones from before, a beautiful angelic young girls voice.

Dad look! It's mum, she made me a star!

happy birthday...

No dad! Happy birthday to you! She giggled, they playfully fought over who to wish a happy birthday too, I expected they had the same birthday..

The pink haired girl eyes glittered as she looked back at the forming star between the other two.

The other guy, also salmon pink hair sat beside her staring up at the sky, a small smile on his face.

She's still watching over us,

Of course, she is silly! Mummy is the stars,