how did i hate you? ; nalu

chapter eleven

v2

The doctors had checked on me a couple times, but this time one came in and dragged out a chair sitting next to me. She gave a sigh holding a clipboard in her hand. I adjusted the bed sitting up,

Well.. by what we have gathered, no brain damage. So we are unable to find exactly how you managed to only forget one specific person, as well as any memories tied to them. The specific person being 'Natsu Dragneel'. I nodded as she turned the page of the paper attached the clipboard.

In a way, it's slightly magical. I titled my head expressing my confusion.

What I'm trying to say is, you choose to forget about this Natsu kid, and aren't mentally allowing yourself to remember anything about him. My eyes widened.

I'm choosing to forget him?! She nodded not looking me in the eyes instead, looking down at the paper.

I sighed looking to the floor, why would I want to forget someone like him? Though if my 'old self' wanted to forget him should I want to remember him now? Would it just make me hate him again?.. Or did I ever really hate him. My thoughts were interrupted by a knocking on the hospital door. The nurse stood up checking who stood at the door, she mumbled a few things to the person before allowing the person to come in. A look of shock was on my face as the pinknette walked into the room reaching for something in his pocket.

He pulled out a stool as he did just a few days prior,

Hey..

I gave a small smile greeting him.

I saw your message.. I couldn't tell what emotions he felt, maybe he wasn't even feeling any, though I didn't want to believe he was emotionless..

He sighed handing me the golden key, my eyes widened taking it out of his hand carefully.

As my fingers touched it I felt him grip onto it,

Can you remember this? I slowly shook my head, it seemed familiar but I didn't know how.

Do you remember your parents? I sense of shock washed over me, parents? I hadn't thought about that, all I knew by my dream was that they passed away.

How couldn't I remember my parents!

I cursed under my breath thinking I had only forgotten Natsu.

Wow.... He suddenly murmured breathily.

You must've really, really wanted to forget every single thing about me, didn't you? The slightest bit of fear and hurt in his voice.

Why would you think that? I asked cautiously not trying to pry.

Everything you've forgotten has a least the smallest thing to do with me. You've erased me from your life, haven't you? It's okay.. you never needed me anyway.

He stood up, my mouth opened for a second to say something, but what, what would I say in a situation like this? Nothing. There was nothing I could say or do.

I watched as he walked away,

why couldn't everything to do with Natsu just disappear,

Every,

Single,

Memory.