Complicated Love

The Beginning

                    *Bre pov*

2 years ago

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"Mom I don't understand why I have to go to this school I don't know anyone and I heard a lot of gay girls go there" I yelled

(AN: I have nothing against gay people its just how the story goes)

"Bre you ont know dat but just try it. Yo high school years gonna be the best" my mom said in her country accent

After that I was really pissed. How in the world am I suppose to have fun if I don't know no got damn body. Now I have to start all the way over. These kids probably gone hate me cause im not like them. I just hope everything goes good tomorrow.

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I have absolutely no explanation for why I couldn't fall asleep last night. I just kept seeing myself getting bullied or turned out. Now that I think about it that shit is scary as a fuck. In the middle of my thoughts I realized that someone is trying to sneak in my room. I hope it's my daddy and not a burglar trying to rob our house even though we live in a very nice neighborhood anything can happen but im to young to die and to nice to be raped. After 5 more seconds of them attempting to creep in my dad's face popped up telling me to get ready. Honestly I don't know why he's waking me up this early I mean mom's taking me to school.

"Get up Bre its the first day of high school" he said all excited

I know he had heard the long ass argument his wife and I had yesterday about not wanting to go to a school all the way across town. But I can't turn back now all I can do is ask them to take me to McDonald's for breakfast.

I rolled out of bed and walked straight into the shower. I did my hygiene thing and wrapped myself in the towel while brushing my teeth. Once I got done with that and putting lotion on I walked to my closet to pick out what to wear. Since I didn't feel like going I decided to look simple, comfortable, but cute. Even though I aint tryna go here I still have to be looking A1. So I put on my white crop top with my jean shorts overalls and my white chucks with gold spikes and gold accessories. I took out my kinky twist and fluffed my natural hair, I don't really wear makeup but today would be an exception. I looked in the mirror one last time and grabbed my phone putting it in my white Michael Kors bookbag while walking to the kitchen seeing that everyone was waiting on me I just shrugged my shoulders and waited for my dad to say the prayer before everyone went their separate ways.

"Dear heavenly father please watch over everyone today let no hurt, harm, or danger come to any one of us while we are in our different locations Lord. Let each an everyone have a beautiful blessed day Lord God. And in Jesus name we pray. Amen"

"Ight yall have a good day Louis this is going to be a good year. Bre your gonna make plenty of friends and enjoy my alma mater. And babe don't fire anyone today please. Love yall im out." my dad said while kissing everyone's forehead.

(At the School)

"Bre you want me to come inside with you. It aint a problem I know your a little nervous." my mom said while we stare at the middle age tall

building.

She was right I was extremely nervous. I felt as if I was gone throw up my breakfast but I just shook my head yes and we got out the car. Yes I am a big ass kid so I held her hand as we entered the building. We both walked to the front office to get my schedule and when we got in there she asked for the principle. That caught me totally off guard I looked at her funny but she just gave me a smile.