Life update (part 1)

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Sometime in early October
I have a friend. That's normal, I have many friends. He is quiet, and my overtly loud nature seems to make him smile more now than it did before. He has let me in. That makes me happy

Not even a week later
Today, he put his hand on my elbow while he was talking to someone else. Why is such a small thing affecting me so much? My other friends hug me so hard I almost choke. I don't reminiscence that again and again. Why are my ears so hot?

3 days later
He rested his arm on my bag while talking to his sister. You guessed it, I can't get it out of my stupid head. What the hell is wrong with me?

30th October, 2018
I really really really like his smile. It brightens up his whole face and his dark eyes twinkle. Then again, I love people's smiles, Sanghmitra, Aashna, Shashvat, her smile. Her smile. Shit

15th November, 2018
That was obviously me being a sucker for smiles. I like someone else. She is toxic but I can't seem to get enough of her. If she hurts me, I like being hurt.

27th November, 2018
Nope. I like him.
Fuck my life.

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